Never Give Up (Connor Franta Fan Fiction)

Chapter 34

** Connor POV **

Oh, won't you stay with me?

'Cause you're all I need

This ain't love, it's clear to see

But darling, stay with me

Oh, won't you stay with me?

'Cause you're all I need

This ain't love, it's clear to see

But darling, stay with me

"Maybe I should make a cover to this. What do you think?" Ricky asked me and Jc as we painted the walls yellow. Avery put up a huge fight telling me not every girl loves pink so we opted for yellow. We moved about three houses down from the guys. "Why don't we put flowers on the bottom of the walls, their girls. The yellow is like the sun and then flowers cause they grow because of the sun. Photosynthesis."

"DON'T PAINT ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR THE YELLOW." I said wanting to pull my hair out. "Guys you don't know what its like to have a pregnant girlfriend."

"Fiancé." Jc corrected me. "How bad can it be?"

"Pregnancy comes with hormones. Hormones cause mood swings. Mood swings lead for her to be upset and crying to happy and smiling to screaming with anger and throwing stuff." I took a deep breathe. "I love her but right now, I don't know. I have had no sleep in about a week. When the babies come I am definitely going to get no sleep. I just need like a break. Just a break. I need to go stay somewhere, where I can just be alone and not bossed around. I need to get away I can't do this anymore. I am going to explode if I have to go through another day of getting yelled at for moving a box of tissues two centimeters to the left from where it should be. I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE AND SHE DOESN'T GET IT. SHE DOESN'T HEAR ME WHEN I SAY I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE." I heard some sniffling behind me and immediately regretted saying those words.

"I'm sorry you feel that way. You want your space I will give you your space. I'll go um stay in a hotel or something and I'll give you space here. I'll...I'll...I'll just go pack. I'm sorry I didn't know what I was like. I didn't mean to make you like this. I just wanted to have a family with you. Just have a family in general. I didn't know how hard it would be. I'm sorry if I ruined anything. I'm sorry that I ruined the promise." She stood in the door way tears dripping off her face and falling to the floor. She never once took her eyes off the ground. This wasn't one of her mood swings, this time it was different. I did the only thing I could think of at the time. I walked up and wrapped her in my arms and held her against my chest.

"Av I didn't mean what I said. I'm just exhausted. You could never ruin that promise. A promise is a promise. Nothing is going to break us up. Nothing is going to break up this family. Avery were having a baby. We'er having twins." A said shrink to be eye level with her while holding her head up with my hands. "Avery look at me." She moved her eyes to mine. "I have faith in us, in all of us." I said motioning to her stomach, "no one is leaving. We are almost done with the last wall, do you want us to paint flowers on the bottom of the walls?"

"If you can draw flowers then yes, if you can't then don't even think about it." She laughed. Turns out we can't draw flowers to look like they do in real life, so we decided not to draw them.

** Avery POV **

"YUMM what smells good?" Connor came into the kitchen after saying goodbye to the guys.

"Ohhh I got Chipotle." Stuffing my face I replied to him. "You want some?" I pushed my food towards him. He let a smile play onto his lips as he started eating.

"We finished the walls so tomorrow we will start putting the furniture together." He said in between bites. "If you want we can run to Babies R Us and we can look around at the baby stuff. How do you feel about that?"