Never Give Up (Connor Franta Fan Fiction)

Chapter 18

**Andrea POV**

Sail!

This is how I show my love

I made it in my mind because

I blame it on my A.D.D. baby

This is how an angel dies

I blame it on my own sick pride

Blame it on my A.D.D. baby

Me and the guys were going to the airport to pick up Connor, Avery, and Raynah. I have known Raynah for about two years now. But I have never met Avery. I have texted her and we have talked on the phone but never met. I was so hot out I was fixing my outfit (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=81803295). 

 "COME ON ANDREA YOU ARE TAKING FOREVER!" Jc was getting mad. He wanted to see Raynah. We pulled up to the airport as they were getting off the plane. I saw them walking towards us, Avery wasn't what I expected. She was so pretty. They were all wearing outfits that made it look like they knew it was going to be really hot here (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=81807328). Connor had been carrying her because she had been sleeping. Then everything got confusing (read chapter 16. It says what happened). After the whole thing we all went out to dinner.

**Avery POV** 

"Hey you ok babe?"

"Yea I'm fine."

"What happened to her being dead to you?"

"She wasn't herself. It was like someone took over her body. That was not the women who abused me. That one actually did care."

"Really..How do you know that's true?"

"Because she stopped--"

"She stopped what?" I could tell that Connor was getting upset and mad.

"She stopped choking me."

"And what does that mean."

"She could have killed me but she didn't."

"She really didn't have a choice."

"Yes she did. What is your problem right now?"

"I don't have a problem. I'm just saying you shouldn't just forgive her like that." Everyone was staring at us now. He was basically screaming. 

"Calm down Connor please."

'No you know what happened to you last time we saw her. And you remember what she used to do to you."

"You don't know anything."

"Oh I don't know. If I don't know anything then why are you here." 

"You know what its fine I will just go home then. Goodbye Connor." I could feel my eyes start to water. I just couldn't stand here and let him talk to me like this. I am and independent person I never had anyone really there for me.

"Avery no I didn't mean it like that please stay." His hands closed on my arm.

"No--no Connor I can't and I really don't want to anymore." Everyone was looking at us wondering what Connor was going to say. But I cut him off before he could speak, "Connor let go of my arm. I have to go. I want to go." He let go of my arm and I got my stuff and started to walk away. I could still hear them talking.

"Connor what are you doing? Why aren't you stopping her?" Jc sounded annoyed by Connor for not running after me.

"She's just being stubborn she's not going anywhere."

"Are you sure about that?" Raynah was pissed off.

"Look Raynah what is your problem?" Something was wrong. That was not the Connor that I met in the parking lot that day. This isn't the Connor that has been there for me for the past. He was different. 

"My problem is that you are not acting like yourself. Your not acting like the Connor Franta I have known since we were in diapers. And you were never like this. And your not running after her. Every time you guys fight and she starts to cry and tries to run away you grab her and pull her into your chest. So I have just one question for you." You could tell she was gonna cry now. She had been screaming at him for over a minute.

"Yea what is that?"

"Don't you love her?" I turned around to see him shrug. He never loved me I bet, it was all an act and now he's tired of acting. "Then how about you get your ass on that plane and go home and let her stay, or I am leaving."

"No please Raynah calm down." Jc was no getting upset

"Look I am done with the bullshit coming from you Connor so if your not going to leave I am leaving with Avery. Goodbye." Raynah was always there for me. That's what I love about her. "Av wait up." I stopped and turned around to her my face was red as a tomato from me crying. I couldn't take this. My eyes met with Connor's. I swear less than a second later he was walking towards me. Each second getting faster and faster. When he finally reached me he gave me a huge kiss and picked me up.

"Avery I am so sorry I just upset." He whispered into my ear. His voice so gentle. His warm breathe and being in his arms made me remember all the times we have had together. "I really don't know what happened. I love you and I don't think I could live with out you."

"I knew she was sorry. I told her I could see it. But no matter what its gonna take me my whole life to forgive her. To forgive somebody for doing what she did to me doesn't happen in five minutes. It happens over a lifetime."

( ☁☁ Author's Note: OHHH DAMN INTENSE.... so yea this took me like five hours to write, but that really only because my sister and one of my step-brothers were distracting me... but yea so I really hope you guys like it... I hope you guys also like the story it self so far I really enjoy writting it.. Keep Reading... LOVE YA GUYS... BYEE!! ☁☁ )