[SDMN] Imagines

Simoné/Helmet Boy

(It's a mixture of both and an extended version of one of my preferences. It's also really long)

Charlene's P.O.V
I watched as Vik zipped up his suitcase. He is leaving to visit Lachlan in Australia for a whole week. I decided not to go because I wanted to stay for work and use my vacation time for a convention. Josh is also leaving to go on holiday with Freya but Simon will be home.

"I'm going to miss you so much." I sniffed.

"Aw don't cry it's just for one week." Vik hugged me.

"I know, I'll be alright. Maybe when you come back we can make up for lost time?" I hinted.

"M-Maybe." Vik shrugged with a nervous smile. My smirk turned to a frown. After a year of dating and Vik still refused to have sex with me. It may sound selfish but he never even talks about it with me. So I don't if he's nervous or has some secret or what. But I'm so starting to grow impatient now.

"See you Tuesday. I love you." I hugged him one more time.

"I love you too." he said back. He then left for the airport. Josh left a couple days later. It was even more boring with just one person in the house but Simon made it a point to talk with me and have some meals with me. Then some how, this came up.

"Wait, you have a crush on me?" I giggled a bit.

"Yeah, but you have Vik and you're happy." Simon shrugged. I could hear the sadness in his voice. Honestly I felt bad for him because if I wasn't dating Vik maybe I would give him a chance since no other girl would.

"Well for the most part." I sighed. Simon raised an eyebrow.

"What part of the relationship isn't he fulfilling?" Simon asked.

"Promise me this stays between us and you won't laugh?" I prefaced. Simon nodded quickly. "Vik won't have sex with me and it's annoying because he won't even tell me why." I said angrily.

"Oh. Normally it's the other way around." Simon said. I looked up at him.

"If we were in a relationship, you'd make sure I'm always happy right?" I bit my lip. I don't know why I think this is a good idea but I do.

"Yes but... we're not." he glanced away.

"But you wish we were." I stared at him.

"Wait what are you trying to say? I'm confused now." Simon met my eyes. 

"I'm asking if you want fulfill what Vik won't. No one is here or coming anytime soon." I crossed my feet.

"It's tempting but do we really want to do this to Vik?" Simon asked.

"He'll never know. I mean, why not experiment." I said with lust in my voice.

"Hell, fuck it." Simon spat before bending down to kiss me. It was definitely different from Vik's. His kisses are sweet and his lips are soft but Simon's are deep and his lips are smooth. Ours just glide together and move perfectly. Then we're suddenly heading upstairs. It's wrong but it feels so good.

I woke up the next morning to find us in just our underwear. The covers and room a mess, the scent of sex filling the air. I'll go ahead and say it was one my most pleasurable nights. I can't help but feel guilty. It's an enjoyable guilt though, if that makes any sense. But as long as no one knows what happened I'll be able to bury this. I curled back up in Simon's arms and fell asleep again.

No, no, no, no, no! I panicked. It's been almost two months since I slept with Simon so it makes perfect sense. No one ever found out and we rarely talk about it. Although we have hung out with each other more since then. However, everyone is going to know now.

I'm pregnant.

I don't know where to run or who to talk to. Karma has caught me. I want to cry but I can't otherwise the boys will ask why. Do I tell Vik or Simon first? I wish I could lie and just say, "Vik I'm pregnant with your kid!" but he still hasn't done it with me. I don't want to kill myself. This is a bad enough punishment. I'll tell Simon first because he won't spaz on me and maybe calm me down. Hopefully.

I ran upstairs and bursted into his room, not caring if he was recording or not. Luckily he wasn't.

"Simon!" I gasped. Before I could say anything else I crumbled onto the floor in tears.

"Charlene?! What happened?" he jumped to the floor and held me up.

"God we fucked up. It's all my fault! Or is it Vik's? No mine." I sobbed. Simon looked at me with these sweet, worried eyes. "I'm pregnant." I squeaked out.

"Oh. My. God." he breathed. I began sobbing into his jumper. "There are so many thoughts running through my head. The biggest is what if they kick me out of the Sidemen. Everyone's going to hate us." Simon actually felt like crying as well.

"I'm sorry I did this to you. I should just go tell Vik and get it over with." I wiped my tears and got up.

"Char, I'm coming with you. I don't want you to do this on your own." Simon followed me. He's actually sticking by my side which I'm happy for. At least I'm not alone. It was quiet in Vik's room so I went ahead in. When he saw me he took off his headphones and stood up.

"Char, why are you crying?" Vik came in for a hug but I pushed him away.

"I don't deserve your hugs. I'm the worst girlfriend ever." I cried. Simon put a hand on my shoulder.

"Wha-why?" Vik felt his stomach turn.

"I ch-cheated on you w-with Simon, when you were i-in Austr-alia." I stammered. Vik's eyes went wide.

"But why?" Vik asked even though he already knows the answer.

"That's not it though." I added on. "I-I'm... pregnant."

"What?! My girlfriend just cheated on me with one of my best friends, and now she's carrying his child?! What the fuck?!" Vik screamed. "Scratch that. My ex girlfriend." I fell to the floor again feeling light headed. Vik turned to Simon. "You are not my friend. How could you think it's okay to do it with someone I was dating?!" Vik emphasized the "was". "You don't deserve to be in the Sidemen. I want both of you out of the house." Vik hissed. No one had ever seen him this angry.

"Vik, please don't be mad at Simon. It's my fault for tempting him. He would never do that on his own. I'm sorry for being a filthy whore." I cried more. One would think I've ran out of tears to cry at this point. Simon wrapped his arms around me.

"Lets just leave." Simon whispered. I got up and we went to our rooms to pack.

"Why are you even sticking by me? What if I sleep with someone else?" I asked furiously.

"One, you don't just sleep with guys because you feel like it. Two, whether I love you or not, you don't deserve to be alone and abandoned right now." Simon explained. It's very odd of him to do this but I'm not complaining. Before we left I went to try and talk to Vik one last time.

"Please don't ruin Simon's life over something that's my fault. Let him stay, I'll leave and never come back." I begged.

"As much as I don't want to do this and we could just easily lie and say we're having a kid, I just can't. You broke my heart and my trust and many other things." Vik cried. I hung my head in shame and left with Simon.

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A/N- Umm, wow that was emotional.

-See ya!