[SDMN] Imagines

Joshy #3

Requested by ZerkaaBae my bae. I also used a random name instead of mine just cause. Enjoy!

Emily's P.O.V
I woke up in an unfamiliar bed but then remembered that I had slept in the spare room across from my brother's, Simon. I have been sleeping here for the past couple of weeks as I refuse to sleep in the same bed as my boyfriend, Josh. We have been fighting nonstop for the past two months. We didn't want to officially break it off yet but it was coming down to that point.

I rubbed my eyes as I walked into the bathroom where Alice was putting on makeup.

"Morning, Em." she greeted.

"Morning." I sighed, getting ready next to her. Ever since Josh and I started arguing about stupid little things, I've never really felt myself. I'm not as happy I used to be. The boy who once made me feel safe and pretty now hating me. Or at least he acts like he does. I headed downstairs to start breakfast when I was stopped by the stairs by Josh.

"Hey, Josh." I said weakly.

"Emily, did you drink my last Dr Pepper?" he accused.

"No I wouldn't touch your stuff." I denied.

"Liar. You're the only person in this house who would do that. You probably drank it thinking you would get back at me!" his voice raising.

"No! I didn't, I bet you were the who drank it but you were too drunk to remember!" I shouted back at him. "That's right! I know you go out night, probably to cheat on me with some slut!" I sneered.

"First off, I'm not that low that I'd cheat on you. Second, maybe if you weren't such a bitch to me I wouldn't have to feel bad about myself!" Josh claimed.

"Me? Make you feel bad? I think you've got that backwards! You're the one who makes me feel bad by calling me names, hitting me, blaming me for stupid shit, and... and, I don't even know why I waste my time with you!" I was on the brink of tears by the time I finished.

"If that's the way you feel. I don't-" Josh was cut off by Simon.

"Hey! Would you two just stop! Leave her alone, Josh." Simon hissed pulling me back upstairs. He pulled me into my room and sat me on my bed. I began crying into my hands. "Emily, please don't cry. I hate to see you so unhappy. Josh doesn't know what he's saying." Simon sat down next to me and pulled me into a hug. I shook my head.

"I appreciate your concern but it's not making me feel any better." I sniffed. Simon took a deep breath.

Simon's P.O.V
"I'm going to go talk to Josh." I said getting up and leaving. I went over to my room first.

"Hey, Alice? I'm going to go talk to Josh. Maybe you wanna try and comfort, Em?" I suggested.

"Sure babe. How bad was it? It sounded pretty err." Alice asked. I just nodded not wanting to say a lot about it. Josh has really upset me with the way he's been treating my sister. I knocked on his door.

"Go away." Josh grumbled. I ignored him and opened the door anyways. "What?" he snapped.

"Josh, what happened? Why are you always fighting with my sister? There's no point. I mean are you just not happy with the relationship?" I asked. Josh sat there thinking for a moment before speaking.

"No. I still love Emily, it's just... ever since that first stupid argument it's been getting worse and worse and slowly tearing us apart. I hate myself for making her feel this way but I don't know how to recover from it. I just keep digging the hole deeper." Josh confessed.

"The only way you're going to get out of this is if you sit down and talk with her. Josh I don't like seeing either of screaming at each other. You guys make a great couple and I want to see you guys make it through this." I insisted.

"You're right. Should I go now?" Josh made sure.

"Now's as good as time as ever." I shrugged, following him back upstairs.

Emily's P.O.V
Shortly after Simon left, Alice came in. I didn't really want to talk to anyone but they're trying to be nice. At least some people are.

"Em... come on. I know this must really suck to have your boyfriend betray you like this." Alice started, sitting next to me. I nodded my head.

"Did I do something to deserve this? Why does Josh suddenly hate me?" The question was more me thinking aloud rather than directly asking her.

"You didn't do anything and I'm sure Josh doesn't hate you. He's probably just feeling stressed or confused. He's trying to win the arguments that's why he gets ruder and ruder. Don't worry about what he's saying, you and him need to work this. Your relationship is worth more than these petty arguments." Alice reasoned. I guess she's right but I don't think Josh would want to talk to me. Then there was a knock on my door.

"Em, can I come in?" It was Simon. I nodded my head so Alice went over and opened the door. Josh stood behind him. "I brought Josh because he wants to talk to you." Simon and Alice left leaving me alone with Josh. Most likely the two are only right outside the door with their ears pressed up against it.

"Emily..." Josh began. "Please forgive me for the way I've been treating you these past couple of months. I was being a real asshole for no reason. I didn't want, or mean, to hurt you so much. I was just stuck in this awful mindset and I didn't know how to fix anything so I let it get worse. I really do love you and I don't think it's possible for me to stop. I'm sorry, and although I'll never be able to forgive myself, I'm hoping you can forgive me?" Josh apologised. I could tell he meant every word he said by not only his voice but the look in his eyes.

"I forgive you, but lets just put this behind us and forget it ever happened. I love you too, Josh." I forgave him. When then kissed and hugged before Simon and Alice bursted into the room.

"Yay! Forgiveness and happiness!" they cheered, jumping onto us.

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A/N- Fun fact Josh had two pet rats. One named Stewart and the other George.

-See ya🐭