i will follow you into the dark

Sanctuary

Staring at the sky, the moon is so bright making all the constellations sparkle creating a beautiful sight.

Oh I looked at my watch and it's already 10 in the evening it's already late. I think I need to get going but I'm too lazy to get up and walk back home.

I decided to just close my eyes and enjoy the cold mist of the evening. I forgot to bring my hoodie and this cold weather gives me shivers. Well I thought a shirt and a pair of boyfriend jeans will do for today, but I guess I was wrong. Oh it's really cold and I decided to just get my guitar and just play a song maybe a warm hearted song can stop this coldness that I am feeling.

Well I am really shy but I do not care. This place is my sanctuary. It's a garden in the middle of a not so known park, this place is too old that i dont think people my ages are still interested spending time here and I can say that this is my own. this is my place.

I started strumming my guitar and sang a very beautiful song.

(Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol is being played)

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We do not need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

I do not quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see

I do not know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things
will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

After singing just let out a smirk and bit my lip, well the idea just gets into me. Is it really possible can someone / somebody just lay here beside me forever and not mind about anyone or anything. just the two of us? Well for now. I do not know. I really do not know. Being a part of a broken family I've witnessed a lot of cheating and heartaches, but who knows? maybe I will have a different fate?

Well i wont stop believing but im not gonna hope.

Well Ara, too much talking with yourself let's go home now.

I stood up, picked up my guitar and schoolbag and headed home.