i will follow you into the dark

New life

Vic's POV

After dropping George off. I decided to turn on my player to break the deafening silence.

Then Kiyomi started singing "Crying". Oh this is one of my favorite songs.

As my soul jive into the music i started singing the song.

I feel like crying tonight
I feel like crying tonight
I feel like crying tonight
'Cause we threw it all away and we're not quite sure why

I feel like crying tonight
I feel like crying tonight
I feel like crying tonight
'Cause we threw it all away and we're not quite sure why

I don't know why but Tamadong-tamado ako sa kanta....

I feel like crying cause we threw it all away and we're not quite sure why? Eksaktong eksakto sa lyrics ng kanta....

It's so fucked up, i know that i'm on the right place when i am with Mika but everything around me says that i should be George.

I was singing, no actually screaming the chorus when i noticed tears started running  on my cheeks.  Damn it.... I can't let myself easily falter like this. I need to get away.

I need to move on. I need to forget Mika.

I know i'm crazy because i will be leaving the only person who can make me feel that everything is in it's right place.

I will be leaving the only arms that secures me without any pretensions.

and most of all i will be leaving where my heart gave its loyalty.

It still pains me when i think about Ria and MIka together because that should've been me on Ria's position .

Destiny brought me to her but it also pulls me away from her.

Right at that moment 3 am in the morning i sent a message informing my Dad that i will be accepting his offer i will manage one of our hotels and casino in LA.

Mika's POV

Months after graduating Cienne offered me to help her manage a bed and breakfast in Baguio city, i thought about it and maybe this is what i need. I need to have a new environment to help me forget.  Ria has been busy with concerts and tours since a recording company signed them up. we rarely see each other,  we only spend time maybe once or twice a month due to her busy schedule and actually i was ok with it. I hate to say this but my relationship with Ria is not growing we've been together for 6 months now but i still can't establish an emotional connection with her. Well yeah we make out and cuddle but that's just it. I also find it bizarre but i can't see myself missing Ria.  I know it's sad but what can i do?

The wonderful environment also helped get back to my senses and can you believe it? i started writing and singing songs again. Every now and then they invite me to sing on acoustic bars during weekends, well earning extra bucks won't hurt right?

Today is saturday and i will be playing on a bistro tonight. The theme was acoustic night so i decided to play I never told you by Colbie calliat.

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe it, I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you, whoa...

I was feeling good not until i reach the chorus of the song...

Ok, i'll admit it. I still miss her. You can't blame me. My heart has been loyal to her since the day that i saw her but please give me credits because i 've been trying my best to recover.

Someday...someday i will completely forget you Ara.

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Sorry this chapter is kinda short...

I would also like to thank the person who taught me how to use smiley in the messages ayaw kase gumana ng emoticons. *wink wink