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Vic's POV

I failed to wake up early.... i planned to wake up at 6 am so i can go see Cienne and Kim but it is already 10am... Good thing that i always bring a set of clothes that i can wear for emergencies like these... I took a bath and have some breakfast... i was about to go back to manila but.... I wanna see her one more time before i leave... so i went back to Mika's house.... I just stayed and waited...praying that she will peek or go out... Just a glance oh dear Lord and it will make my day....

I was actually losing hope i've been waiting for 30 minutes now...when somebody opened their gate... I looked closely and OH my God... Thank you heavens it is my baby...Wearing a white tank top, pink short shorts and flip flops... Where is she going...?

i carefully followed her... She's been walking for almost 20 minutes now... Why the hell didn't she bring her car?

I looked at the surroundings and i can see that we are going to a beach resort....

Oh God the beach.... We have a lot of good memories in the beach... i can't help but smile...

She went inside a beautiful nipa hut.... i immediately parked my car and wore my snap back and rayban....

I patiently hid on my car waiting for her to get out so i can follow her to her destination... when suddenly kim called... 

Kim: Bro where are you?

Ara: I am out of town.. but i'll go home later today i'll see you once i arrive in Manila i need your help...

Kim: Ok, take care bro...

I ended the call and still waited... ive been waiting for 10 minutes now so i decided to follow her to the nipa... i went inside and i saw a receptionist...

I asked her and she told me that Mika already went out around 3 minutes ago....

It turned out that Mika and her family is one of the owners of this beach resort....

I ran outside and went straight ahead to the beach.... i was running and quickly surveying the place looking for my baby... When suddenly...Arrrghhhh... i bumped into....... 

her..... I went out of balance and fell on the ground... i looked up and stared into her beautiful eyes... I can see that she was so worried and that made me feel so good... i felt like she still cares for me....

She held my hand and helped me get up...

i cant help it... i just stared and gave a wide smile... 

The widest that i have made my entire life....

Mika: I'm so sorry Miss but are you okay?

Miss? what's wrong? don't she recognize me?

I removed my snap back hoping that she will be able to see my full face and recognize that it was the love of her life standing in front of her...

Mika: I'm so sorry... Are you okay? can't you hear me?

Oh my God... what's wrong? i don't like this game that she is playing...

I hugged her so tight and hid my face in the crook of her neck....

Ara: I miss you baby... i've been wanting to see you for the longest time but i don't know where to go.... nobody knows where you went....

She wrapped her hands around me and that felt warm... it was the hug that God created only for me...  i was about to kiss her on her cheek when suddenly 

I can feel her pushing me away but i tightened my hug.. I cant let her go away again.. Not now that she is already back in my arms... i won't let this chance slip away again....

Mika: Miss you're mistaken... i don't know you... Please let me go...!!!!

i acted like i didn't hear anything... 

Mika: Please...Let me go.... I don't know you....

why is she doing this to me... i can't help it and tears started to fall on my cheeks... i let go of her and stared on the ground... I wasn't able to look back at her since she immediately run away from me when i let her go...

Mika's POV

I bumped into a stranger in the shore and i really don't know what's gotten into me... when she stared at me... when i looked into her eyes....I felt happy... i felt like i was made to stare into those beautiful brown eyes forever.... then i was shocked when she hugged me.... She was calling  me baby and it seems like i was transported into a different place and time.... i felt like this is my home... Since i lost some of my memory i've been longing for something that i don't even know...  I've been seeking for something that i can't dig deep in my brain... all i know is that i am lonely and there is something or maybe someone that can ease my loneliness.. My heart has not been normal since then... My longing for the unknown... made it beat differently... i know that i am living with my parents now... but i don't feel like home... There is something missing and when this stranger hugged me... Its like the missing puzzle that i've been looking for revealed itself to me... The warmth coming from her hug was different... it was like the hug that was personalized only for me... I felt home... for the first time since the accident happened.... i felt happy... i felt complete...

she loosened the hug and i felt like she was about to kiss me and that woke me up from my daydream and realized that i don't even know this person that i am enclosed with so i pushed her away...

She won't let me go so i screamed and told her that i didn't know her... that she was mistaken.. i was begging for her to let me go and on my second try... she did... 

When her grip loosened and she finally let me go.. I ran... i ran as fast as i can away from her...

My brain tells me that this is the right thing to do... but while i am running away from her... i can feel a pain deep in my heart... it's like telling me to not go away... and that i am doing the wrong thing... it's like my heart is asking me to stay....

i held on to my chest trying to ease away the pain in my heart... and went back home.....

i am so confused... and i think i wouldn't be able to function properly anymore so i just decided to stay in my room....

When i close my eyes i can still remember the face of the stranger...

is there anything that she has to do with my past?

Why did she call me baby?

Do i know her?

I think i need to talk to Cienne...

It's already late so i guess ill just talk to her tomorrow...

i need to find out what happened in my senior year....

I need to know why my heart didn't stop from aching since i ran away from that stranger...

I held on to my chest... 

Don't worry heart...we'll find out the reason tomorrow.... we will find answers....

i will try to fix you......

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