Can't stop myself

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Vic's POV

I am sitting on the shore..... Looking at the sunset by myself...
I feel the longing for my love....
I am not sure if this trip will really help me feel better because Since we arrived all i've been thinking about is Mika.... And all the good times that we had in this wonderful place.....
A lot of girls came here to hook up but it's not included in my agenda....
I wanted to enjoy and forget her but i don't think having sex and spending some time with a stranger will help, for sure i wouldn't have the urge to do it because Mika does not only live in my heart but in my entire body and soul.... She owns all of me.....

I spent almost the entire day alone... I don't know why but George has been very busy and she wouldn't want me to go with her..... As far as i know she doesn't have anyone set up to meet here but since we checked in she's been endlessly tapping on her phone..... I feel like drinking so i get up and prepared myself a good outfit and i will go party with myself tonight

Mika's POV
We arrived at Dinah an our earlier than George and Ara.... We decided to check in on the same hotel..... I am with Cienne and Kim and this is the first time that Cienne will be joining Dinah and she is so excited... Well who wouldn't.... This is the best time of the year for gay people like us... no one will be judging you, everyone is proud of who they really are..... Couples are free to smooch with each other and i swear nobody will pay attention.... I will be meeting up with George once they checked in.... Cienne and Kim already left... They wanted to enjoy every little time of our stay here in FL....
I was about to go to the lobby to wait for George but it might spoil our plan if Ara will see me so i decided to just go back to my room and wait for George's message....

I am really excited to see her... It's been how many days since the last time that i saw Ara and more than a week from the last time that we are ok....
I missed her warm hugs, cutest smiles and beautiful eyes..... I miss her so much i miss my love....

After an hour of waiting finally i already received a message from George they already arrived at Loew's and was able to check in..... George told me that the planner already set up everything and we just need to meet her up and double check if something needs to be changed....
Everything is already set....
All we need to do is to make sure that Ara will be there tomorrow.... If not then all this preparations will be put into waste....
We finished early.... I checked my watch and it's just 9pm..... I asked George if she wants to have some drinks before we finally go to bed but she said that she was already tired and would want to go ahead and get some sleep.... So i let her... I was left here downtown...
I would really love to have some vodka tonight to chill so i decided to find a bar where i can have some....
While looking for a bar that suits to my taste i passed by a tattoo parlor and it looks really familiar to me.... I closed my eyes and there was a flaskback of our tattoo and me sitting on someone's lap....
Maybe this was the place where we got our matching tattoos....
It made me smile... I can't wait to see my love... I swear i wil make it up to her tomorrow....

I'm on my 4th glass and i feel like having 2 more shots before i go home.....
This place was really cool.... The fact that it's dinah season this place is not so crowded and you can still have a good space if you would like to dance....
My favorite song played......
Roses by the chainsmokers

I started to walk to the dancefloor and feel the music.... I slowly swayed my hips and started dancing with the music..... My eyes were closed as i am enjoying this moment... This is the first time that i went to a bar alone thinking that i might get bored or what not but i am surprised myself that im not... I was about to go back to my seat when i bumped into someone.... Well i am already drunk but that scent..... That fuckin scent was so familiar.... I am sure it's Ara's scent.....
I didn't want to look at her since i wouldnt want her to find out that i also attended Dinah but before i can get out of the dancefloor she grabbed my arm and made me turn around so i can face her...
Damn she looks so good with a beanie on....

Ara: the heavens might have really loved me so much and granted my wish.....
Mika: i need to go now Ara im sorry....
Ara: please stay..... Iloveyou.... So much......

She enclosed me inside her arms and i just can't stop myself any longer.... I'd been missing her so bad....
I hugged her so tight....
Mika: i love you too..... So much.....

She cupped my face and i held her hands....
I stared right  into her eyes and it sends a clear message....  Her eyes screams of love.... Love that is only directed to me.....

The distance between us slowly deminished......
And our lips meet.....

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