i will follow you into the dark

...

It's been two weeks since i left the resort... Well being part owners of the resort Mika's parents knew what we were doing and they are against it... They disapprove me going back to Mika's life, afraid that i might cause trouble again... Her mom talked to me and begged for me to leave Mika.. At first i thought of fighting for her and letting her mom know how much i love her daughter but it was useless since i remembered that since the accident happened this lady already wants me out of Mika's life...

I really miss her so much... After the beach party we had this agreement were we become exclusive  and i think that it was a good start... even though she don't remember me at least she still wants me in her life... ii wouldn't wanna leave her again as i promised to her but it's her mother's wish and i couldn't afford to disrespect her.... a lot of bad things already happened and i wouldn't want to make it worse. 

I've been missing her so bad... It sounds crazy but i've been camping inside the park for 4 days now... I don't know why but somehow i feel like i am near her... this place, our sanctuary relives so much of our love for each other and it helps me feel better... I usually stay up all night just looking at the moon and the stars singing our favorite song.... My decision has been final... i will no longer pursue her... Maybe we have the right love at the wrong lifetime.... who knows if destiny will let us meet again... on a different life where in we can freely show how we love each other... wherein we can be together without hurting the people around us... I will stop being with her but i know that my heart will never stop loving her... she will always be the reason of the every beat of my heart... It is for her that i will live... I will never stop thinking about her... i will love her from afar.... Even though we didn't end up with each other's arms... i will never regret meeting her and falling deeply in love with her... 

Mika's POV

Two weeks, I've been through two agonizing weeks thinking about what went wrong...

What the hell happened? As far as i remember the last time that we are together we had a mutual understanding that we will be exclusive ... but why did she disappear? 

I am not used to not seeing her and each day that passes by without her on my side kills me....

I've been talking to Cienne hoping that she knew something about her disappearance but she told me that she doesn't have any idea about it... Cienne has been staying with me at home for a week now and i can tell that she's dead irritated with me... well i can't blame her... when she's leaving, i wouldn't want her to go but when she stays i just stay on one corner and be silent the entire day....

Well i really don't feel like talking but her presence, knowing that she is here for me really helps...

Cienne: Can we go out and go to the beach?

Mika: Besty 'm not in the mood... let"s just stay at home...

Cienne: For God's sake... We've been at home for a week now... I need sunlight... Let's go...

Mika: You go ahead... i'll just wait for you to come home...

I can see that she was so pissed... she sat in front of me and looked at me in the eye...

Mika: what?

Cienne: Do you really want to see Ara?

I can't believe what i just  heard... I raised my brows and gave her a wide smile... I held her hands....

Mika: Hell yeah, do you know where she is?

Cienne: Well not really but i think someone might be able to help us...

i stood up and went straight to the bathroom...

Cienne: Where are you going Miks?

Mika: What are you waiting for? let's get ready and meet that person... I badly wanna see her...