i will follow you into the dark

Not so bad day at all...

It was not a good day. After piles and piles of term papers due today that were all submitted on time.

I arrived home with screaming and shouting noises coming from my mom and dad. Oh not again this is gonna be a chaotic afternoon. I went inside and i can see broken vases, torn pictures and papers. Our house was a mess. Well this always happens when dad goes out of town and wont come home for a week or two. It's as if mom and i don't know what he's doing. We know that my mom is not the only one. Yes, my dad has a mistress and i am starting to accept this since i started to find out his wrongdoing when i was 10. I'm already 19 and i can say that im already getting used to it, it's just my Mom has not yet moved on and every time my dad goes home this things happen like everything happens for the first time. How i wish i can just go inside my mom's head tweak something that will make her move on. so she will stop crying and feel horrible about herself.

Stoooppp!!!!.... ( i stood in between them and shouted)

Mom and dad was shocked, they stopped fighting and sat on our red sofa.

You two fight like kids. Grow up guys, Tell the truth, apologize, accept the truth and move one. We've been like this for almost a century now? aren't you tired? because I am. so just talk about this like how mature people do and please stop wrecking the house. (they were astounded with what they heard but what can i do, if this is the only way to open their eyes with the foolishness that they've both been doing for a long time now so be it. If hurtful words are the only way for them to realize things let it be. i am waiting for any response coming from them since i know that what i did is unjustifiable they were my parents but i was the one doing the scolding part. Well everyone is silent so i decided to just go upstairs or not, i made a u turn went outside i think i need a fresh air and breathe.

Aaaaaargghhh...This day is so horrible... ( i stomped my feet and headed to my favorite place)

Wow this place is so calming, i arrived at the park, well little did people know that there is a secret garden in the middle of this park, well nowadays only few people come here, they just go here for a morning jog and that is the reason why i love this park, i love this place because this is a place that i can really call mine. i laid on the grass and tried to get some sleep this day is so tiring so sleeping for maybe an hour or two wont hurt me and the peaceful sound of birds chirping and hustle of the wind made me go to sleep.

Wooahhh i woke up and its already dark well the beautiful skies greeted me and it made me smile. I love seeing wonderful constellations it relaxes me.

I was enjoying the sight of the sparkly heavenly bodies when i suddenly heard a strumming of a guitar together with a sweet voice

Oh, she's playing my favorite song... ( i whispered with excitement)

and i sang with her, If i lay here, if i just lay here, would you lay with me and just forget the world.

Oh can that even be possible? (i whispered)

well hopefully i can find someone who will be happy and contented to just lay beside me, stay with me forever without minding anything or anyone around us.

Hayst the thought just kills me inside. well im praying and im hoping....

maybe someday i will be able to meet my eternal soulmate.

Oh she stopped singing ( i just noticed that the wonderful song already ended and was waiting for another song for her to sing but she didn't)

I put my pink hoodies on and tried checking out the girl who's been singing in my secret garden.

I hid on one of the wooden benches,

and i can see a tall girl, with short hair, pointed nose and cute lips and Oh my Gosh she's smiling...

Waaahh i can feel my blood rush into my cheeks i put my hands on my cheeks and squeezed it.

OMG Mika, kinikilig ka ba? then i just laugh it off

Mika stop talking to yourself its already late and we need to go home.

So i rushed back to my things put them inside my bag and went home.