i will follow you into the dark

Treasured moments

Mika's POV

I was horrified when i saw Ara participating in the dating game. I immediately checked on Riri and as expected she's hell mad but what can i do. I already agreed last night when they asked me to join actually it was Riri who forced me on this stupid dating contest.

When Ara choose alternative i know that i already know that i will be stuck with her the whole day and that scares the hell out of me. I am already doing great. You can even give me an A+ in pretending that i am already okay and i'm telling you guys it is not easy to stop sulking and get back on my game. It's killing me inside my whole heart wants to be with her but i don't wanna be left out again. Instances like this will have me intoxicated with Ara's presence and it'll be so hard to recover.

I was so preoccupied talking to myself and forgot that i was on a dating game i forgot to answer the question. i almost whispered answering Alternative as a sign of defeat. I looked at ara and i can see her grin celebrating her win. I glared at her. Oh i hate her so much.

The host pulled her in the middle of the stage asking to come and get me. The crowd is already shouting at her and she seemed statued beside the host. I can't wait any longer I am already dying on Ria's dagger eyes and i wanted to disappear in an instant so i walked to Ara gave her a kiss on the cheek for a show, waved to the crowd and dragged her out of the hotel.

Honesty i don't know what do, i don't know where to go so i just keep on walking and i just noticed Ara stopped walking and removed my hands.

I looked at her and i am very confused. I know that i still love this girl but seeing her also reminds me of the painful memories that i have to go through when she left me.

I couldn't stop myself. The flashbacks are torturing my heart and  brain. I think i'm gonna cry.

What the hell is she thinking? Why did she join? Is she playing on me? I can't help it i needed to ask her.

Mika: Why do you have to do that?

Ara: I'm so sorry, I just can't picture you spending sometime with anybody else.

Is she joking on me? She put her head down and i can't even tell if she means it or not.She acts like my girlfriend and she wouldn't want to see me flirting with others. She's crazy and it's making me more confused. I can't stop crying. Right now i just want her to stop. I don't want to hope again.

Mika: You're doing it all over again Ara. Do i need to remind you that you left me? Why are you doing this to me?

I know i'm overreacting but everything's coming back to me. Alam niyo ba yung feeling na ang sakit? ang sakit sakit!!!!

Ara: but i want you Mika, i want all of you. It will break my heart babe if you will leave me.

She cupped my face and stared at me. I looked into her eyes and here I go again. Ara's effect is all over me. I was supposed to push her away but i can feel that she's so damn serious and she meant it when she told me that she'll be broken if i left. Those eyes made me wanna hug her and kiss her. I know it's crazy but i wanna be imprisoned inside her comforting arms forever.

I held her hands cupping my face and smiled at her.

Mika: Okay i'll stay with you, for your price sake. I will spend the whole day with you but just to avoid awkwardness let's just forget everything that happened from the past and enjoy this day.

My heart melted when her face brightened up. she seemed to like my suggestion.

We decided to get some lunch. She told me that she didn't have breakfast yet and its almost noon. We decided to have some japanese food for lunch and here we are at katsuya.

I was surprised when she removed her shirt stood up from her seat situated in front of me and decided to seat beside me. What the hell is she thinking? I am now staring at her well toned abs. Damn the Calvin Klein sports bra that she is wearing suits her well. She looks edible. (pengeng kanin please...uulamin ko na talaga to)

Ara: Done checking me out babe?

I looked at her and she's giving me this naughty grin, i feel like my blood rushing through my face.

Mika: What are you doing? Why remove your shirt?

Ara: I'm sorry, your in a string bikini babe and i don't want others feasting on what's mine.

She handed me her shirt and i wore it.

Mika: Oh by the way Ara give me your phone.

Ara raised her eyebrows but handed over her phone. I switched both of our phones off then i winked at her.

Ara: Why'd you do that?

Mika: We will enjoy this day right? We need to make sure that no one will disturb us today. I winked at her and she smiled.

After eating we decided to go the beach. We bought a bottle of tequila and shared it while walking on the shore.

We've been walking for a good hour now and the sands appealed so much to me. I just wanna sit down and give my legs a rest.

I asked Ara if we can take a seat, she gave me a sweet smile and sat on the sand. She tapped her hand on the sand asking me to seat beside her but i faced her and sat on her lap instead. I can see that she was surprised with my actions. She drank all the remaining tequila in the bottle then stared at me.

Ara: I can stay like this forever. those words made my heart skip a beat.

I exhaled shakily when she pulled me closer and kisses me. I can taste the tequila in her mouth. She kissed me sweetly, over and over again. She pulled back and gave me a warm smile. but i am not yet ready for this to end. I glided my hands to her neck and into her hair. I can feel her hands wrapped up on my waist as i forced her back into me. I heard her chuckle then she deepened the kiss. Those kisses were firm, the feather light kisses were gone and i don't know why but i likely prefer this when she kisses me. This is the type of kiss that drives me in a roller coaster of emotions. Her velvet tongue drives me sane knowing that this place is where i want to be and at the same time crazy since i can feel my whole body firing up each and everytime our lips meet.

We just spent the whole afternoon lying in the sand. Cuddling and hugging each other. I know it's not right to say this but i tend to forget everything when i am with Ara. It feels like we own the world and we don't need anybody else to exist. The presence and our love for each other is enough to achieve optimal happiness.

I closed my eyes and whispered.

"This is were i wanna be"

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Guys naaawa din ako kay Ria pero hindi ko matuturuan si Mika kung si Ara talaga ang mahal niya huhu... Pero don't worry hahanap tayo ng way para maging masaya din si Ria.... 😉😉😉