i will follow you into the dark

Dinah

Vic's POV

It's been more than a year since the last time that I saw Mika.

I've been through hell and back trying to pick myself up and be on my game. I'm proud to say that i am already okay. I have a girlfriend which my Dad approves and the hotel and casino that i've been managing here in LA is doing great. I think i made the right decision. Everything is picture perfect except my heart, because it still broken.
George has been very patient with me. After finding out about Ria and Mika we barely see each other. i'd been hooking up with different girls trying to shake Mika off my head. Well i also gave George a golden ticket, i decided to break up with her but she won't agree and we ended up having a non monogamous relationship so we can still hook up with any girls that we wanted to.

George never failed to make me feel how special i am to her and i know that i like her but i just can't establish an emotional connection with her. The situation dictates that i should be with her but my heart tells me that i am wrong. I am not happy.

George: Are you ready for Dinah?

Ara: Not yet packed i still have 2 days to prepare tho'

George: I'm just asking. I'll be out with kim later i'll buy new swimsuits for Dinah.

Ara: Kim? Kim my bestfriend?

George: Yeah, she told me that she'll be out shopping this afternoon for Dinah so i decided to come with her. Do you have a problem with it?

Ara: No, it's fine just surprised that the two of you are really getting along

George: She's a beast. I enjoy being with her, she's funny.

Ara: Ok then i'll try to find time to shop tomorrow.

Kim and George was so excited going to Dinah which will happen this weekend. Dinah is the biggest lesbian party worldwide. A lot of lesbians looks forward to hook up on this event, they even break up with their girlfriends before Dinah so they can hook up with who they want then will reconcile after. As the saying goes "what happens in Dinah leaves in Dinah" . I am also excited to see thousands of hot gay girls and i'm also dying to party. Who knows maybe i can find someone who can make me totally forget Mika.

We will fly to Florida in thursday and we will stay there for 5 days for Dinah. All my gay girl friends from all around the world were already sending me DM's in twitter confirming if i'll be coming. Of course most of those girls were the ones that I've hooked up with. I think i need to buy new sets of Calvin Klein sports bras, board shorts and boxers too i need to look hot. To be honest i'm hopeful going on this event, i want to meet someone who can sweep me off my feet just for 5 days. 5 days without Mika on my mind will be therapeutic for me.

Mika's POV

It's been more than a year since I came out. I was expecting my parents to be disappointed with me but having a broken family, I think me being gay or attracted to the same sex is not their priority. To my surprise my parents are ok with it, they said that as long as i am happy then they will support me. I also introduced Riri and they seem to like her. I was so happy that they accepted our relationship but there was a part of me wishing that it should be Ara in Riri's position right now. I could be so much happier. Yeah i know i am stupid. She made me believe that she loved me but i was just a fucking filler, in the end she still chose to get back with her ex girlfriend. Reality hurts but i still can't help myself. When i close my eyes i can still see her face, her warm eyes, oh and her lips. I missed kissing those lips that gives me a roller coaster of emotions. Well don't get me wrong Riri and i have our make out sessions but it doesn't feel the same way as i feel with her. With Ara i feel that i am covered with passion, lust, longing, security and care with Ria it's just plain lust. I do care for her that's why were still together but as time passes by, i slowly realize that i just care for her as a friend or a sister. I don't get the emotional connection that i once had with Ara.