i will follow you into the dark

Decided

Ara's  POV

...maybe my parent's were right.... You are  not worth remembering...

This line kept running in my head over and over again...
Those words that should mean nothing if it didn't came from the mouth of the most important person in my life.... My most favorite being.... My love....

Since they left i decided to stay at grandma's place....
The only place where i can find peace of mind
I was sitting outside looking at the stars.... When i felt somebody sat beside me....

Grandma: what happened?

I leaned on grandma's shoulder... So she couldn't see  my tears fall down my face...
Then i bitterly smiled....
I just realized that i need to get used to
These blurred views that is caused by my tears...  Since i know that from now on i will always be crying myself to sleep....
Now that everything is already over...
She's really out of my life....

Ara:  it's over grandma....

Grandma: it will only be over when both parties already gave up....

It should appeal as comfortng words but with our current state It hurts inside, my heart aches and i dont think science can heal this....

Ara: i gave up, she left me... It's over... I will never be happy again.... She don't want to remember me anymore.... And i don't want to cause her pain any longer... So if totally forgetting me will really make her happy....  I don't mind.... I will be ok with it... I know for sure that it will slowly tear me down and kill me in the end but i am
Willing to die over and over again.... Just to make her happy....Because she is my happiness....

Grandma:  life is too short, for you to waste your time sitting here letting your most precious one slip away

Ara: there's  nothing else that i can do grandma... Her family don't like me and with the way she treated me back in the park??? I know that she never wanted to see me again.... Maybe it is finally time to give up....
Give up being near her and spend my whole life with her.... Maybe it was just not meant to be....
I will still love her grandma.... She will never leave my heart and my mind.... That is a promise....

Grandma gave me a hug......

Grandma: It's really up to you honey... I will just remind you... It's when you think it is already over where you love story ends.... Think carefully Ara.... I know that you know what's the right thing to do.... Always listen to what your heart has been wishing for.... Has been longing for....

Three days after the incident i received a message from George inviting me to come with her in Dinah and i am thinking twice.... Because there's too many memories that we have shared in that event... I know that George has good intentions for me to unwind, enjoy and forget about my heartaches but im not really sure if it will help or will just aggravate my current situation....
I need to carefully think about it.... George sent me the e ticket and we will be leaving on 2 days.....

Mika's POV
After George and i talked..... I still can't remember anything in the past but George did a good job in highlighting the major events in my relationship with Ara.... George told me that Ara went away because my mom talked to her to leave me alone... I also learned that George was her ex... But she choose me over her in Dinah.... She said that it is in Dinah where we got our matching tattoos.... She said that we never had a perfect relationship but she told me that she was a witness of how powerful our love for each other can do.... She also apologized of trying to take Ara away from me.... And I forgave her... Given the fact that i don't remember what exactly she was apologizing for.... And i really appreciate how she made the effort of coming to the apartment and wanting to help me Being caught up with everything that i have missed.... And most of all i learned to like her since she is also trying her hardest to help me fix things with Ara... My one and only my love... Cienne also told me that i was already engaged before my accident happened... we were about to get married in the US....
Hearing everything in just one blast is overwhelming but i wouldnt have it in any other way... Considering the current status of my relationship with Ara.... I'm happy to find out everything so i can find a good way of getting back with her....

Yes... I love Ara and i am planning of getting back with her...
She already tried her hardest so we can be together again.... And i think it is already my turn....
To make the effort so we can be together....
I don't remember one thing about our past but i do trust my heart... My heart screams for her name... And i know that she is the only one that can fit inside my heart forever... I know that for Ara it might be a chance to continue what we have before but for me... I will be taking advantage of this chance to start a wonderful love story with her....
I can no longer see myself with anybody else....
So i will do my best to win her heart back....
I will not stop... Not until she ends up by my side....
George, Cienne, Kim and I already talked and we already have a good plan...
And since They say that Dinah played a big part on how we become together before.... It will also be best for me to steal her heart back in that place....
I can't wait to see her...
I miss her so much....
Two more days and we will be flying to Florida...
I will see you soon my love....

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