Meant to be ( Yes or No - GirlxGirl)

REMINISCING

MUSIC: Dreaming of you

"Okay, we're finished. Pack up guys. Prepare for our next shoot in two days. " The director finally made his last call for the day. Aom was so tired and hungry she asked KTae to drive for her.

" Let's find a place to eat, I'm starving. " says Aom.

"Okay, Aom. " replied KTae. While they were on their way, KTae noticed Aom is focused again on her cellphone. Usually, she's on facebook and instagram. But lately, she's always on YouTube, watching videos and interviews from way,way back.

"Aom, can I ask you something? What's with the YouTube thing?"

" What do you mean?" Asked Aom.

"Well, lately you're so busy watching videos and interviews. Videos and interviews of you and Tina. So, what's going on?" Asked KTae.

" What is wrong with that?" Aom seemed annoyed.

"I don't know. You tell me." Replied KTae. " I don't know if I'm just too nosy or too observant but, a lot of things were happening to you lately after watching Tina's interview."

"Like what?" asked Aom.

"During tapings, shootings, pictorials, fan meets, I noticed that you're not your usual 100%. You have become different. You seem distracted. I know you too well. Is something bothering you? You can tell me. You know I'm always willing to listen. " KTae said.

Aom took a deep breath. She doesn't know what to say. But it's true, she's not herself lately. Tina had so much effect on her after watching that interview. She started watching their old videos and interviews to see how they were during those times. It makes her smile everytime she remembers something about a certain video. There are times too, she would feel bad whenever she sees videos that show she's kind of avoiding Tinas' hugs by shoving her arms or just pushing her away. She was able to compare it with those videos of her with Mike. She was different. With Tina, she was aloof. With Mike, she was comfortable. Maybe because she's straight? And she feels guilty she was harsh at some point with Tina. Now she understands why Tina just kept her feelings towards her. Maybe because she thought Aom can't stand it simply because she's straight...But she's not ready to talk this out to anyone.

" Don't worry KTae, if I'm not okay and I can't handle it, I'll tell you about it. "

"No problem, Aom." Says KTae.

As soon as Aom got home, she prepared herself for bed. The whole time she kept on thinking about Tina.

"What's wrong with me? I can't get you off my mind, Tina. I wonder if you're thinking about me too at this moment...What are you doing right now? Do you miss me? Well, I just realized that I'm missing you. Yes, I miss you. I wonder when are we going to see each other again..." Aom took a deep breath and went on browsing again on YouTube. She searched for their first movie, Yes or No. Even if she was too tired to watch it, she can't help but smile seeing both of them in their younger years. How time flies, it's been ten years and a lot of things have happened . She was engaged, but did not marry. Tina was married but later on, got divorced. Then Tina with her revelations about her, and from there, confusion on her part, followed. Now she misses Tina. It's like the world turned upside down.

***

Lately, Tina's been preoccupied with so much work. She kept on accepting overtimes she wants to focus on her job. It keeps her mind off Aom. After the interview, she felt lighthearted and more at peace. Not that she wants to forget about Aom , but to at least give herself another chance of finding herself once more. Who knows one day, God will again give her that special person to help her forget Aom for good. She now realized what happened with Tracy was a rebound, though she really loved her then. She doesn't want to go through that anymore. She is not searching, but she thinks she is ready to commit again when the right one comes.

The phone rings..."Hello P'nay? How are you? I'm good. You know I wouldn't miss your birthday. I already filed for a vacation leave, but only for ten days. Yeah, I know it's too short but at least I'll be there to join you guys. Don't tell the gang right away, okay? I'll call you as soon as I get there. " Tina hung up. "Wow... I'm homesick ... And, I'll be seeing Aom once again... I wonder how she's doing right now?" Tina closed her eyes and smiled.