Meant to be ( Yes or No - GirlxGirl)

SEPARATE LIVES

MUSIC : Against all Odds

Tina was crying so hard in the car, she just kept on driving. She doesn't even know where she is at the moment. She's hurting so much, she doesn't know where to go. Suddenly by chance, she saw a temple nearby. She parked her car and stayed there just looking at the temple. "God , please take away this pain. ..I promised Aom , I'll be a better person. Please help me...I don't know where to start. Please take care of Aom. Help her dad recover. It would hurt her more if her sacrifice would lose its worth. " Tina closed
her eyes. Somehow, she felt light by saying those words.  But the painful reality is still there ... Life without Aom will never be the same again.

"Hello, Pnay? Where are you? Are you busy? Can we meet? Honestly, I don't really know where I am right now. I'm not myself. But, I'll ask some people what place is this and then I'll text you the address. Okay, I'll wait for you. " Tina took a deep breath. She feels like crying again . It's a good thing Pnay is coming over. She really needs a friend right now. She's messed up.

Her face seemed blank just looking at nowhere, when suddenly a knock on her window has put Tina back to her senses. She opened the car and she hugged Pnay so tight. She was crying again."What happened?" asked Pnay, rubbing Tina's back. Tina looked at Pnay. She's wiping her tears. "  It's over Pnay...Me and Aom, its over...I want to be strong, but it feels like it's killing me...I don't know what to do...I feel I'm losing direction. If this is just a dream, then wake me up. This is hurting me so much..." Tina looked wasted. Pnay hugged her again... She felt so sorry for Tina. "You'll be fine. I'm here, and your family is here. We all love you so much." Pnay said. Both her hands held Tina's face. "Look at me, Tina. Get your act together, and we'll talk about this right now. What you need is a friend who will listen, and I'm here. Now let's go inside the car, and tell me  what really happened. "   Tina somehow felt relieved hearing that from Pnay. She told her everything that have happened. The news and the pictures that exposed Aom having a relationship with her, and about Aom's dad suffering a heart attack because of that. Then she told her about the break up which happened earlier in the morning. Pnay patted Tina's shoulder. "  I thought you were ready if that happens?" She asked.

      " Well, I thought I was. But I also told you, sometimes it's not going to be like that, when the actual thing happens. I wanted to fight for us. How I wanted to insist myself on staying with Aom. But then, it seemed my opponent wasn't the situation itself. It was Aom. She already made a decision.   Even if she's hurting, she chose not to be selfish. She didn't think of herself anymore. That's how she loves her family so much. Do you really think I should go against that? I love Aom so much, that's why I gave it to her. But it really hurts." Tina closed her eyes. She took a deep breath. "Remember what I told you? Love is also a sacrifice. What happened to you and Aom , was a good example. I don't want to say it was good because you lost your girlfriend , but I'd rather say it was for a good cause." Pnay said. "I know...In fact I admire her for what she did. It made me love her even more. It just so happened, we were victims of love." says Tina." See? You just needed a friend to enlighten you. I know by the time we part ways, you'll remember everything again. It would still hurt, but you have the right to feel that way, until it heals you. Everytime you feel your chest would explode, just think about this conversation, and for sure it will help you ease the pain. Okay?" says Pnay. Tina nodded. "Thank you so much. I'll try to do that." " I know one of these days, Aom would also call me and talk to me about this. Don't worry. I'll be prepared.I'll give her a good spanking!" Pnay said. Tina smiled. "See? you smiled. I told you, you just needed a friend. Come on, let's go. I'll bring you home. You better treat me for lunch. All these advising made me so hungry. "says Pnay, smiling. She hugged Tina again. "I know you'll be alright. ..just take it easy." Thanks again, Pnay" Tina said. Then they headed home.