I Got Her Pregnant (Justin Bieber Fanfic)

Ch. 65 - Receiving News

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♥ Justin’s POV: ♥

“I need to go,” I said in a hurry, jumping from the couch and grabbing my keys.

“What?! Where are you going?” Ryan asked, walking behind me as I headed towards the front door.

“Where do you think I’m going?” I asked, turning around to face him.

“You’re not going to-…?”

“Oh, but I am,” I said, grabbing the doorknob and twisting it.

“Justin, are you seriously that convinced something bad will happen to her? You don’t have to run after her because she’s in a car,” Ryan sighed.

“It’s not just that, Ryan. She’s mad at me. It’s my job to apologize,” I said.

“What do you mean it’s your job?” he narrowed his eyes.

“You’ve got a lot to learn about girls, Butsy,” I slapped his shoulder playfully and headed outside to where my car was parked. I could hear Ryan yelling at me to just get back in there but I ignored his calls, getting into the car and starting the engine.

I grabbed onto the wheel, pulling the car into the street and driving to what I think I remember Noah lives in. I began to tap the top of the wheel with my fingers, making a random rhythm while biting my lip anxiously. That’s when a million thoughts rushed into my head all at once.

Selena. Jamie. Take a break? No. I love her. But maybe that’s why I should make it easier for her.

What if fame isn’t the life for Jamie? It’s not a safe life for the baby either. I have to think of them for once and put my needs aside. What would be safer for them? Paparazzi and fans swarming into places at once, or a peaceful neighborhood where no one sends death threats? The answer is pretty obvious for that one, but now I have to figure this thing out. No, I have to figure love out. But that’s impossible. All I know about love is that Jamie’s the one for me. I just can’t-.. I can’t live without her. It literally breaks my heart.

Then there’s Selena, who has given me nothing but facts that are true. Good points, should I say. She’s right about so many things I haven’t thought about before. I’m getting stuck just thinking about it.

What the fuck should I do?

I’ve been thinking Jamie is all I need. She’s all I want, too. She’s everything I ever dreamed of. I’m so in love with her that it hurts. I don’t know why I keep letting her slip from my fingers like that. I’m so overprotective and it’s hurting our relationship. Her pregnancy hormones aren’t helping either. In fact, I don’t know what it’s like to even be in a relationship with her without her pregnancy hormones. It’s true— we began dating when she got pregnant. So does that mean that’s what’s causing most of our arguments?