Ch. 67 - White Walls

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♥ Jamie’s POV: ♥

After I called Dr. Garfield to tell him Justin woke up, he told me he was going to have to run more tests and ask a few questions so I ended up walking back to the waiting area. My face was wet from so many tears and I was instantly showered with questions by Ryan, Chaz, Phoebe and Noah.

“Is he okay?”

“I heard he woke up!”

“He woke up!? Can I go see him?”

“Wait,” Ryan interrupted everyone, “Jamie, why are you crying? If he’s awake now, it must be good news, right?”

I wiped away a tear that was about to slide down my cheek. “I’m happy he’s alive… I really am. But I’m devastated that he.. h-he..”

“-That he what?” Ryan urged.

“He doesn’t remember… He has amnesia,” I cried out, my knees failing me and I was about to drop to the ground but Chaz caught me.

“What?!” everyone shouted in unison.

“Amnesia? He doesn’t remember us?!” Phoebe gasped.

“No, he remembers us. But only because we’ve known him all our lives. He’s got short term memory loss. One that goes way back to a time where I didn’t confess my feelings for him,” my voice was shaking.

“B-But that doesn’t mean-“

“-Yeah it does. He still thinks he’s with Selena and he doesn’t remember what he and I ever had,” I sobbed.

“That means he doesn’t know you’re pregnant?” Noah asked sympathetically.

“No, he noticed my belly so.. He knows,” I answered.

“He knows you’re carrying his child?”

“Well… I may have told him that Nathan is the father..” I confess, and Ryan gasped.

“What?! Nathan?! Nathan, your ex? Why Nathan!? You know Justin didn’t like him at all!” he scolded.

“I wasn’t thinking! I couldn’t just tell him he’s the father! Think about it… If his mind is at a time where I never told him I love him, that means I have to confess my feelings all over again. It was hard for me to do it the first time, what makes you think I’ll just tell him right when he wakes up? We’re back to about a little more than four months ago, where I was still trying to figure out if I should even tell him my feelings!” I explained, and everyone remained silent.

I did have a point though. If it took me so long to tell Justin how I feel about him before the pregnancy even happened, him forgetting I ever did that means I have to do it again. And it wasn’t easy that first time.

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