I Got Her Pregnant (Justin Bieber Fanfic)

Ch. 17 - Kidnapped Into Listening

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♥ Jamie's POV: ♥

My face was wet of dried up and fresh tears. After the interview ended, I had time to think it over and my heart came to the conclusion that what Justin said hurt. It hurt a lot. We had it all planned out, to reveal our love, but he denies it to millions of people. I didn't know how to handle the fact that I'll have to face him in a few short minutes when he comes back so I just broke down and began crying my tiny little damaged heart out. I even considered not even letting him inside, but keeping the problem away never works. It just comes right back. It always finds a way.. Always.

The ring of the doorbell startled me and my heart began beating faster. Shit, he's here.

I forced my numb legs to stand up, losing my balance at first but finally getting it down. I took my time walking towards the front door and then gulped as I unlocked the door. Tears ran violently down my face as the door opened to show Justin staring at me.

"Don't cry.." he said, and in a swift movement, picked me up right from the ground, shutting the door behind me.

"STOP!" I cried, squirming in his arms as he ran upstairs. "PUT ME DOWN YOU DOUCHEBAG!" Because he was much stronger than me, I was losing terribly at trying to break free from him and he successfully placed me down on my own bed then ran to the door, closing and locking it. I sat up and glared at him through my blurry vision (due to the tears) as he blocked the door with his body, staring at me.

"I'm sorry," he said quickly. "Please, please don't be angry at me." I guess he already knew I would be devastated at what he's done. He knew how I would react, but still did it nevertheless.

"Why should I fucking listen to you!? You keep hurting me and I don't know why," my voice cracked at that last sentence, causing Justin's face to fall in sorrow.

"Listen to me. Please, give me a chance to explain," he pleaded.

"You have a lot to explain, mister," I growled, even though he practically kidnapped me into listening. I have no other choice since he did it out of nowhere.

"Promise you'll let me talk and finish?" he asked.

"Just go, you have 5 seconds," I crossed my arms.

"Hey now, I'm gonna need a lot more than that," he smirked.

"Justin, you're not forgiven yet, I don't have time for your shit," I snapped. He released the door with a hurt look on his face and then walked closer towards me.

"Fine," he sighed, "The thing is... I had a major argument with Scooter backstage at The Saturday Morning Show studio. He told me that he knows all about you and I thanks to Kenny, who you may remember was someone we told about our relationship to. Now he doesn't know you're pregnant, but he strictly instructed I let the public know Selena and I aren't a thing anymore, but hide the fact I've already started a new relationship. He doesn't want people talking about 2 things at the same time; how I broke up with Selena and how I have a new girlfriend right after. He told me that after Selena and I's break up wasn't the top news and it's all blown over, I can come out as taken again. I had no other choice but to obey. I knew it would hurt you if I didn't explain, which is why I had to tell you right away. Sorry for kidnapping you in here. And I'm sorry for all this. Clearly, everything I've done wrong was management's fault. Other than that I wouldn't hurt you on purpose, Jamie. You're my best friend and girlfriend and I love you, I really do.."

It feels like every time he explains himself, I always end up looking like the bad guy. He's obviously sweet and amazing and I'm always such a jerk to him. It's like I don't trust him, and I let every little thing bring me down and make me believe it's all his fault and that he doesn't love me.