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♥ Jamie's POV: ♥
It’s been four days since the whole Nathan incident. I couldn’t bring myself to put anger and pressure into Justin by telling him what happened, so yesterday when we Skyped again, I put a smile on my face and talked to him as if everything was fine. It felt like I haven’t seen Justin in 2 months, and it’s only been four freaking days. If there’s one thing I learned from this, it’s that 3 weeks is actually a longer time than I imagined it to be, which made me really upset.
“Jamie!” a voice snapped me out of my thoughts and I looked up quickly from my bowl of cereal.
“Huh? What?” I asked Ryan, who was staring suspiciously at me.
“You totally zoned out,” he commented, raising an eyebrow.
“Sorry,” I mumbled, taking a bite of my cereal.
He sighed loudly, leaning back on his chair. “I know what you’re thinking, Jamie.”
I looked up at him innocently. “What am I thinking?”
“You’re thinking about Nathan,” he stated, as if it was the most obvious thing. Just the mention of his name made my heart cringe.
“No, I’m not,” I lied.
“Jamie, you need to tell Justin eventually. He deserves to know,” he whispered.
“I-… I can’t… I want him to focus on his shows over at South America, and if I tell him he would do the exact opposite,” I pointed out.
“But what about when he lost his memory and you stalled on telling him the truth about your pregnancy and the fact that you two were dating… You can’t keep doing this to him. If Allison, for example, was keeping things from me just so I wouldn’t focus on them, I’d rather have her tell me than not,” he admitted, and I pouted.
“It just seems so… Selfish. I want him to have fun, you know?”
“Maybe he’d feel guilty for having fun while you’re over here experiencing all kinds of pain,” he said. “I mean… You’re pregnant, you’re on crutches, you miss him so much, and now your dick of an ex came back and sexually harassed you… Don’t you think he’d prefer it if he knew what was going on back home?”
“Ryan, stop making me feel guilty,” I whined. “It feels like anything I do is the wrong choice. On one hand, I want him to know but, in another, it feels like he shouldn’t yet.”
Ryan stared at me silently before speaking again. “You know what? You do what you gotta do. Just remember I told you so.”
“Really, Ryan, really?” I asked, frustrated. “You’re going with the whole, I told you so, shit?”
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I Got Her Pregnant (Justin Bieber Fanfic)
Fanfiction** May Contain Mature Content ** Everything changes when the old saying of two best friends falling in love doesn't cease to exist in Justin and Jamie's friendship. Feelings begin to stir and sparks begin to fly and soon, they find themselves fall...
