I intended to do all those things to you.
You to hate me,
To despise me,
For you to curse me to death...
My goal is to give you hardest time of your life while your'e still with me.
But there you are, still patiently holding to what we had.
I like the thought of you never giving up on me, but I like it even more when you gave up...
I made you feel that that I was so ashamed being with you. That I'm not even proud being with you.
Still, there you are happily telling the world how lucky you are to have me.
Too furious to your stupidity, you staying with me...
I made the final blow.
Telling you it was all your fault.
Telling you, your'e the only one who wants this relationship works out
. Telling you I just used you to have someone to look for my things.
Telling you I really didn't love you.
That day I saw you cry.
You let me see you crying...
You just smile and pack your things while wiping your tears.
I wanna run, hug you and tell you to stop.
I wanna tell you I love you
But I didn't because it was all my plan in the end.
You to leave me, never looking back...
But you didn't you said you'll have your revenge.
You said you'll be back with a vengeance.
A part of me was poured with joy when you always try to hurt me.
I t made me think you still love me that there is still a thin line between love and hate for me.
That I still have that space in your heart...
But I made a crap to bring you back,
I have done so much things that are so unacceptable.
You don't deserve me,
You deserve someone better.
You deserve some who will treat you right.
Someone who will never do those things to you.
Then suddenly he came along.
Your'e too happy now.
I've never seen your smile like that.
I've never seen you laugh so hard with him.
I was too jealous but I can't make a thing.
I'm just not the right guy for you...
