We both knew I came from a very bad relationship before you. He cheated on me a thousand times and thats where I started to doubt every one... Even you.
I love you. I always tell you I really do. We were happy together before years came by, you started to treat me the way he did before. You started to ignore my txt, my call, my chat you cant even reply at me... Before, we always manage to seek time just to see each other but now? Its okay for you not to see me for a week or more than a week. I have seen you chattin with dif girls and yet still I waited for you to realized you have me, you dont have to check out the other girls. I waited for you to realize that you have me, the one who's with you when you were down, when there was no one who believes in you. Whwn you were still that simple guy who has nothing to offer but your heart. Its kinda frustrating to see how you slowly do what he did to me... . Its killing me... Its killing all the emotions I have.
And then I started to talk to the other guys, wondering I could feel the same way I feel when I first talk to you. Wondering if you would get mad if you see me talking to the other guy. I want to make you feel jealous. I want you to feel my pain. I wanted to get even.
I really don't want to cheat on you, all I wanted is to see if you're still there. If you still care, if you still love me. But I guess you were not, slowly you were teaching me how to cheat on you... Little by little I learn how live without your atention.
Today, I'm breaking up with you. You are free man now, you can go with her, you can go together without hidding it away from me. And as for me, I wont trust another guy again. I'm not going to have a serious relationship after this. I'm gonna make them cry, I wanted to get even to every guy out there. I want every guy to feel the pain the way I did...
