It hurts when people don' t appreciate your existence. The fear of being lonely. The fear of being alone when physically you were not...
It just came to the point where you want to lock yourself to your room and never ever go out again cause it always end up you being everyones last choice. Sometimes you just want to sleep forever because dreams are far better than reality like you can have your imaginary freinds with you all the time cause in dreams, they are more real, they care and they'll never let you feel alone.
Did I really let all of you take me for granted?
It really hurts that people dont ever see whats special in you, like you've never ever felt like you were spacial to someone. It sucks being lonely deep inside. So I'll just sleep, cause when I'm asleep I dont feel anything, I dont even feel the pain...
