The Awakening

96

Back to zack

Laying in a cold basement

Darkness appeared. Where was I? I have no memory. What was I doing? It's cold. I could feel the ice crawling up my legs as I stumbled across the frozen floor. "Wait"! I reach my arm out. "You can't do this. Please". I cried out. But there's no one. Falling onto my knees giving up hope. I laid on the cold wet ground. Taking my last breath. As it slowly took over. It gave me a new purpose in life. Was it good or evil? That doesn't matter to me.

Dream

Little girl called out zack it's okay I'm here with you are not alone you can talk to me you don't have to be afraid I'm here to protect you and watch over you

What are you? Why are you in my dreams? Where did you come from?

For starters I've been locked away for some time now with your memory's I'm here to giud you to find your purpose in life once you find the missing peace you'll know and I will no longer hunt your dreams

Do other angles go through this hunting dreams shit

Some very few this wasn't the first time I've had to do this

So what you just ghost of people's dreams

No only yours I'm only yours

What does that mean

I've been in your dreams when u where I child you already had found the peace but because your memory's where locked away I came back here to to dream realm to help you remember

Remember what

That's something u have to find out on your own

So much for helping just leave me alone I don't care

I woke up

In a cold dark basement some gard opened up the door and threw food down at me

I refused to eat and starved laying there untile I nocked back out

In a dream

This time it was me standing in frunt of a mirror but I felt the person staring back at me wasn't me it yelled at me you worthless peace of shit your a burden I hate you I cried feeling helpless as a hand reached out and touched mine I look it was the little girl again zack don't listen to that your strong and brave

As I woke up again

Once again food thrown at my feet but I didn't eat and I spread at the walls replaying over and over what I been through how the conversations went how I got here feeling every emotion in my body this went on for days

Dream

This time I was in a chair tied down like a monster being screamed at by someone who looks like me being told they have to reright all my wrongs to become make me into a better person

Little girl came and it all went away every time she came to save me from my nightmare

One was me drowning

One was me shoting a gun through my own head

Over and over these nightmares replaying in my head

As I started to eat the food that was gaven to me

My dreams started to change I was no longer the victim I was the the one yelling at that week Little thing siting there in a chair

As I laid there looking at the same walls over and over memory's of my childhood flashed into my mind I remember that little girl showing up In my dreams I remember I had to find something I remembered finding it but what was it what am I looking for I could almost see it I could almost reach it

Replaying how I was tought to properly eat at a table and have proper manners to act and be a perfect to hold my head up high I remember learning about the different country's and the different people how to please people how to speck to people how to address them how to handle everything like the prince I am and the perfect king I will one day become

As I feel asleep I walked up to that monster siting in that chair tied up crying like a week bitch and I took my gun and I shot a hole through its head to put it out of its misery the force of the gun and the sound forced me awake 

As my father opened the door and said stand up come with me