As Vivências

Irrevocably Found [4]

While awaiting the sanctuary of your return, I became cognizant of an ephemeral sweetness upon my palate-a sensation so profound it defies the vulgarity of common lexicon. It was nothing short of transcendental. To be stirred by your touch even in your stillness, to feel the specific, ethereal communion where your hands entwine with the very fabric of my soul, rendered me mute. My consciousness was not merely altered; it was utterly supplanted. On that day, I underwent a metamorphosis, forged in a crucible that only your singular essence could ignite.

​I find myself ensnared in love, yet I am not adrift. Rather, for the first time in my existence, I am irrevocably found.

​Where have those saccharine eyes been sequestered? They are now etched into the internal architecture of my mind. It is a striking paradox that as your proximity intensifies my comfort, your burgeoning seduction awakens a primal, savage reciprocity within me. Let the celestial harlots-those painted constellations in the firmament-cease their futile allure; they cannot compete with this reality. I have become the quintessence of devotion, rising from the dilapidated staircases of my former ruins. I once sought meaning in the external void, wondering if my own unseeing stoicism had grown too abrasive. Tell me, my love, were you tutored in the delicate art of cherishing a man of such rare and formidable vintage?

​Relinquish your pursuit of lifeless masterpieces; a living, breathing work of art stands before you. I crave the predatory elegance of your touch-those "hunter nails" marking my fragile frame-unfolding my being as if we were consuming our final moments of mortality. Here, in this sanctum of pleasure, language is rendered obsolete.

​The world may gaze upon us and envy the way you perceive me, though they cannot fathom the "why." My physical form has discarded its limitations, and my soul has staged a grand escape from its earthly penitentiary. And you, my darling, the architect of this liberation-you shall never find the strength to forget me.