A Dare

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Maya's POV

I hear Josh come in, he came home early. He must've had a short day today, which is strange.

He comes barging through Riley's room and I stand up and he kisses me, soft and passionately and pulls back and hugs me, very tight. I try and put my arms around him but my arms are so weak compared to his and I can't even reach his back. "Thank god you're ok.." He says into my shoulder/hair
"What? Why wouldn't I be?" I smile and let go of the hug
"Riley's called me and told me what happened with Brandon, Lucas apparently told her everything and she told me while I was coming back here."
"I'm fine, though."
"Good, you didn't......?" He couldn't find the words to say what he meant and all he did was rub my forearm to where all my scars were.
"Oh. " I say "no- no, I wouldn't. No I mean I didn't."
"Good." He sighed and hugged me again.

We were in each other's arm, staring at each other's eyes. And I kiss him and he kisses me back almost instantly. He licks the bottom of my lips for an entrance and I let him and no we were full on making out.

I take off his jacket and throw it on the floor. He takes off my top and does the same and we both repeat it with a piece of clothing until we were completely naked.

We were in bed, our bodies rubbing against each other, and he slides in. And I let out a moan, and he kisses my neck making me moan even more.

Can we just take a moment and appreciate that no one was home?

He holds one of my breasts, delicately as I clutch into the bedding, and scratch his back lightly, agonising the pain but enjoying the feeling also.

This was so weird yet so fucking amazing.

He moans my name, and it was honestly music to my ears. I kiss his neck and he pushes harder and I moan louder and louder. He kisses me on the lips and I cup his face, and mess up his hair.

When we were done, we laid there in bed, he had one hand between the back of his head and the pillow and the other arm was around me. And I had my arms wrapped around his and our legs intertwined, like the usual.

We were both catching our breaths and we looked at each other and bursted out laughing.

"Look at us!" I laugh even more, "we're such a mess, oh god." And I look up at the ceiling.

"Yeah, but at least we're messes together. Right?" He said
"See, now you're problem is that when you say something you think is very smart, you try way to hard and end up sounding like a person with a 2 year old brain."
"How?" He laughs
"Oh nothing, you big idiot"
"Yeah but you're big idiot" he kisses the top of my head and I instantly get butterflies
"Whatever" I say, trying to play cool
"Shut up, you love me" he says
"I do" I say as I get up and plant a kiss on his lips
"I love you too." He smiles

HE JUST SAID I LOVE YOu pretend to be cool pretend to be cool pretend to be cool.

"Cool." I clear my throat and try to not smile but fail and smile like crazy
"But seriously though you are greatttttt, you know what I meannnn?" He says as he nudges me
"Shut up!" I punch him in the chest and hurt myself too, DAYUM "but thanks.. I guess" I laugh
"Ok spill, who was your first time with?"
"I don't know I can't remember his name.." I lie (very badly)
"Shut up, you terrible liar"
"I don't know I think his name was Josh..?" I look away, hoping he doesn't realise
"Cool, do I know him?"
"Are you stupid?" I look up and see his sarcastic face. He knew which Josh I was on about.

I punch him in the arm and he laughs.

"No but seriously, I was your first time?"
"Yeah, I'm being serious." I laugh and his smile fades into a confused look then a sort of upset one
"Oh."
"What?"
"Nothing! Nothing. I'm just hungry that's all."

Josh's POV

I WAS HER FIRST TIME.

I don't know if y'all know, but that's a huge deal, she even said she loved me and I said it back. Wait.

Why did I say it back?

I get out of bed and grab my boxers.

"Dammmmmn" Maya jeers
"What?" I turn my head around to her and then back
"Nothing, just admiring Gods glorious work." She said and then gestured her hands to my butt.
"Lmao ok, but seriously get in in starving."
"He did good." She says and I turn around and she's pointing at the ceiling well, at God.  I throw a pillow at her face.

"OK! Ok! I'll stop, Mr. Pushy"

She gets out if bed and it was MY turn to admire Gods work. Damn, he actually did do good. "You're fucking hot." I say
"Shut the fuck up." She says putting on her underwear and tries to clip her bra together
"No seriously," I get up and help her out. She takes her hair to one side and holds on as I clip the two pieces of fabric together. I then put my arms around her waist and she places her hands on top of mine. And I kiss her neck and she closes her eyes, enjoying it. I go to her shoulder and stop and make her face me.

I just look at her. And that's enough for me. Her icey ocean blue perfect eyes makes me feel like she can stare into my SOUL. And they give me this special feeling no one- not even Melanie could give m- woah.. What am I saying?

Do I have feelings for her?

What the fuck...

But I couldn't help it. I couldn't stop staring at her beautiful face and perfect eyes. And it just makes me ma that she doesn't see how fucking perfect she is to me.

WOAH.

"Josh?" She says, snapping me back from my thoughts and back to her beautiful blue orbs.
"Yeah?"
"What's wrong?"
"The truth?"
"The truth."
"You're just so fucking beautiful, Maya. Like honestly, sometimes I'm just taken back by how perfect you are to me. And I honestly just want to kiss you all. The goddamn. Time. And it makes me so angry that you don't see yourself how fucking beautiful you are."

A tear rolls down her cheek.

"Maya?" I say, and her legs go weak and we falls down onto me "Maya??" And she cries more. What did I do?

"Josh.." She sobs "no guy has ever said anything nice to me, nothing even CLOSE to that. And I just want you to know that I honestly appreciate you so much and even if it's true what everyone's saying, that you're gonna leave eventually. I just want you to know that I'll always love you and you should never do anything stupid because remember, "to the world, you may be one person. But to one person, you may be the world." And you ARE my world, Josh. And I just want to thank you.. So much" she cries more and I couldn't help but cry too.

I was the world to her.

I meant something to somebody.

A:N/ what's up gee's I'm leaving to go home today so right now I'm in a hotel with wifi again lol that's why I'm posting lmao duBAI TOMOROEW ASDFGHJKL THEN HOME WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOOOOOOOOO anyways lovE YOU BYE LOVE YOU💜