Songs for your soul :) (I may be in a pop 2000's mood)
Don't Let Me Get Me - P!nk (from my favorite album, M!ssundaztood)
Better in Time - Leona Lewis
I'm Like A Bird - Nelly Furtado
I threw another tissue in the trash can and fell back on the bed. A knock on the door made me groan and sit up to answer. "Harry if it's you, go away!" I yelled towards the door and I heard a laugh.
"It's not Harry!" Kaley's voice yelled back and I jumped up to open the door.
When I did Cameron and her were standing there, Cameron holding a tub of ice cream. I hugged them both and smiled at them. "Who told you?"
"Louis, he called on the plane. Lilli, I'm so sorry," Kaley frowned and Cameron handed me the ice cream.
I ushered them in and closed the door behind them. "I've got your spoon," Cameron smiled at me then handed me a large spoon. I took it from him and looked at the ice creams flavor.
"My favorite! Mint chocolate chip," my mood dropped as I remembered it was Harry's too.
I opened up the ice cream and stuck the spoon inside, then sat down on the bed.
"How long had it been going on?" Kaley asked and I laughed humorlessly.
"December is probably when it became more reoccurring, but it had happened before then I know." I wanted to vomit after talking about it but I still took a bite of ice cream.
"God I just don't understand, I never thought he would.." Cameron trailed off and I nodded.
"Me neither, guys I hate to do this but," I started but Kaley cut me off.
"You want to be alone, I understand completely," she and Cameron both hugged me.
They walked out with a wave and I looked down at my ice cream. "Yeah, I think I need to be alone for a while," I said in a small voice to myself then stood up.
I put the ice cream in our-my freezer then remembered this was our room. I really should look into getting another room, I'd stay in Teddy's room but I don't want to be around a couple. I love Niall and Gemma to death but I just can't stand to see that right now. I walked into the bathroom and literally jumped back from my face, it was so pale and blotchy. My eyes looked swollen and they were terribly red around it.
"God I look dead," I spoke to myself and rubbed my eyes. I shrugged at my appearance and grabbed my purse, walking out of the room. I started down the hall and trudged my way to the elevator, not really in the mood. I frowned the whole way down on the elevator because I looked so terrible in my reflection. Once it opened I walked out only to see Harry walking inside the hotel. I looked around the lobby, panicking and hurled myself behind a couch.
I slowly looked up to see Harry and a few other people were standing on the other side of the couch. I sheepishly stood back up and walked quickly to the front desk. Harry was right behind me and I wanted to cry just seeing him so I stared ahead.
"How may I help you?" The receptionist gave me a sympathetic smile and I smiled weakly.
"I need a new room," I stated and she furrowed her eyebrows.
"Is there something wrong with your current room?" She asked and I shook my head, laughing a little to myself.
"Only the other person staying in it, is there another room available on the fourth floor?" I bit my lip and leaned on the counter, trying to see her activity on the computer. I couldn't though but I could feel Harry staring at me as I did this and it was driving me insane.
