That picture though.
Here are the songs for this chapter;
Doses and Mimosas~ Cherub
Touch~ Troye Sivan
Losing my religion~ R. E. M.
"What do you mean you think?" Niall asked me quizzically.
"I mean I woke up in his bed with him in his clothes, he had no clothes, and he found a condom wrapper. I mean I'm still not sure because I don't remember anything, we were both drunk and honestly it doesn't matter if we did but I feel horrible about it" I admitted to Niall and his eyes were wide.
"Wait so the night you broke up with Harry you had sex with Louis?" Niall asked incredulously and I felt even worse.
"Well I mean if we did we were both drunk and it meant nothing" I pointed out and he shook his head.
"It might not have to you but I mean how do you know he didn't remember?" Niall asked and I furrowed my eyebrows.
"Well I mean him waking up then jumping out of bed gave me a clue" I sarcastically said and he laughed.
"Still Lilli I mean even if it didn't, Harry is going to take it the wrong and think you did it because you were cheating on him or something. It all looks really bad Lilli, I know you two are through but I mean do you want him back?" Niall asked and I contemplated on it.
Well of course-or well I think I do, I mean he didn't do anything wrong why wouldn't I? I just think that maybe we need this time apart before we jump back in so quickly-if we jump back in. We have a child, we can't act on decisions unrationally like we did last night. I mean we broke up without considering William, we have to talk about this, we have to act like mature adults.
"Yeah I-I mean I think" I told him unsure and he looked at me with wide eyes.
"What do you mean you think?"
"I mean of course!"
"Lilli I don't know what to do. Do you want me to call him?" Niall asked me and I shrugged.
"I'll just wait and talk to him myself" I assumed him, wanting to talk to him.
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I boarded the plane and smiled at myself, I think I'm making a good decision to get away for a few days. Mom and dad are keeping Will so even if Harry comes back he'll be in good hands. Lou is unsure about me leaving but I promised him that I'd be fine. Niall was going to come with me but Greg needed him to help him with something so I was going alone to my Grandma and Papa's. It wasn't too far as drastic and I'm visiting family too, not just running away from my problems. I sat down in my seat which was a window seat luckily and looked out of it, without even looking at the people sitting next to me. The plane lifted up and my stomach did a somersault as we descended into the air. I do this every time, but I usually have Harry's hand to hold and his voice assuring me it's alright.
I don't now though and that's what I need to realise.
My elbow was bumped by the passenger in the seat beside me and I glanced at him, then went wide eyed.
"W-what are you doing on here?" I asked as he turned to me and his eyes went wide as well.
"Just because we broke up doesn't mean I don't care about Jack" Harry told me and I furrowed my eyebrows.
"What?" I asked him, utterly confused.
"My mom told me" Harry said while placing his hand on mine and I slowly took my hand out from under his.