Dear tay,
So it's been a long time since I've talked to you and that is even before you ever left me.. and that's because we never were together at the time. I remember when I was little and you were there to take care of me. Your face is forever imprinted in my heart. I used to dream about you.. Its like my memory knew you but I almost forgot.. almost.. then you came to visit but you were sick.. you didn't look sick :/ If I knew that was the last time I would be seeing you I would have told you that I love you so much and that I missed you instead of acting the way I did.. all because of being self conscious with my mom... I would have spilt my heart out to you and spend every second with you. I really felt hurt and sad but happy that you were there... I wanted to act upon it too.. Much like how I wish that I could be able to talk to you. I would tell you everything that I could because that's how much I trust you... I miss you tatay.. I hope heaven is treating you well. I hope that you lived a good life. I wish you were here for me to ask you... So many things I wish I could ask you.. but I can't :/ Don't worry much, I still think of you and I hope your looking down on me, protecting me, like how I would protect you <3 Mahal na Mahal kita. <3
