There is so many people I wish I could be but at the end of the day I can only be me. That's a disappointment yet a blessing in disguise. I think everything I have been through and will go through is what is going to make me in my life. I have to keep challenging myself everyday to get better or I may not get better at all. I have to seize the day before I have more days left. Yes, I may feel like I'm slipping away from the world sometimes, slipping away from everyone and everything but I know I am still whole. I am a fighter and I will fight til my last breathe on earth. Do I wish sometimes that I could be someone else? Yes of course I do. Other people have so much better lives than me but I also must realize that just because they seem to have normal lives doesn't mean they don't have a lot of shit happening to them either. I'd rather take up that shit for them but at the same time I don't want them dealing with my shit. You know what I mean? yeah, so basically bottom line is we all have out lives. Wishing to have someone's life is pointless when you can be enjoying yours at that moment.
