Unwilling to CrossPaths

You Betta Get Her

So ya like I have saying, I'm in school trying to get that degree so me updating on a regular is a struggle. I have been typing whenever I have time and made sure that I had enough done before I started school. This explains the two part update; one is a chapter and the other is a short. They both are shorter than what I'm use to producing and I'm happy with them because I have much more coming. I hope ya enjoy and excuse the errors. 

In other news, who jamming to Travis Scott album. My favorite is Apple Pie. Have anyone heard of Oshea. The boy is dope check out his mixtape I Found My Life This Summer. Also, Teyana Taylor The Cassette Tape 1994. She just gives me life with her music. But I can go on and on about what I have been listening. So imma chill. 

Emerald

I was walking into the gym debating if I was just should walk back to my car. My body had a good enough workout from this weekend; it was cardio at its finest. I took a deep breath as I felt the pain in my thighs. I had to wear leggings instead of shorts because some marks were still visible. I smiled when I saw Clint already in the room getting ready. "Hey Emerald, you ready?" I smiled a little, "Something like that" He frowned a little looking at me confused as to why I responded that way. "You good" I just nodded as I tried to squat to put my bag down and grab my water bottle. I heard him say an oh once I came back up, "What?" He motioned to my neck and I turned towards to the wall to look in the mirror. The concealer wore off, "Shit, it is what it is." I shrugged. I could tell he didn't know how to take it so he just made a face and moved on to the next topic. We started our workout with 3 sets of 10 pullup and I knew it wasn't going end well for me on this Tuesday.

I walked out feeling like I just died and was paying for all the ungodly acts I did over the weekend. I got in my car and put my head down on the steering wheel, "Lawd why? I was just having some fun and it's been so long. Why I got to feel like this?" I jumped once I heard a knock on the window. I looked out the window to see Clint standing there. I rolled down the window, "Hey, I just wanted to see how you was doing? You looked like you was in a lot of pain during the workout." I nodded, "Yeah, but I got through and I'm fine. Thanks tho. I just need to get home and relax." "You know if you need help I can help you." I looked at him confused as to why he was saying that. He must've understood me, "I was the bruises on your neck and some on your side when you were working out." I looked down pulling up my shirt and bright as day was some teeth marks that looked nasty. I put together what he was saying and started to laugh, "Clint, I'm not being abused. Thanks for being a good citizen tho. My weekend was a little too wild and I'm no paying for me." I said raising my eyebrows hoping that would be enough hint. "Oohh, my bad I just thought. You know what never mind forget I ever said anything." He said shaking his head embarrassed. " It's cool don't be embarrassed when you see something that don't seem right always speak up." He nodded, "Alright, well let me head home to tend to me." He laughed, "Okay." I drove off and headed home.

August

I was laying in my bed catching up on some rest when the doorbell woke me up. I looked over at my phone first to see if Emerald called or text me letting me she was coming over. I talked to her yesterday she said she had enough of me and needed a little break. I got up out the bed and made my way downstairs. Once I looked out the window, I saw Jasmine standing infront of my door. I sighed going over to the door. "Well, look who's alive?" She said about to walk inside. I stopped her by stepping in front of her. "Yeah, what's good?" She looked me up and down, "What's good with you? I can't come in now. Wait, that girl Emerald here." "That's ain't none of your business, but no you can't come in I'm sleeping." "You really like this girl?" "What's she got to do with me not letting you in. Look Jasmine, you a cool girl and everything and I have no problem chilling with you but I'm tried so can we do this another day." She mugged me again, "You mug me one more time, hear." She sucked her teeth, "You ain't even make sure I made it home safely the night of the party." "I see you did." "Whatever. Call me when you done 'sleeping'." She said walking back to her car. I shut the door laughing and headed back up stairs to sleep.