Not Crazy. {Book 1}

Chapter 19

JJ's Pov:

"Your watching your back like you can't relax."-Avril Lavigne

I glared as Hastings wrapped the pale white cloth around my arm.

"It's the best I could do." He said noticing my look.

"How about you let me go?" He ignored me and tightened the cloth

"Ow" I said wincing at the pain.
"I thought Elle wanted me to get precessional-medical care?" I asked

"Yeah well she's not going to get everything she wants." He said rudely. Standing up.

"Wow you two are so screwed up." I said under my breath which thankfully he didn't hear.

"You were pregnant before. You think you could help her out with the woke pregnancy thing?"

I looked at him disgusted, was that some sick joke?

"I'm just messing with you-she already has her pregnant friend helping her out."

My eyebrow raised.

"W-who?"

They had to be just as sick and twisted.

"Our third partner. The one who helped us plan this all." He said smirking.

I looked at him confused,
Third partner?

Three of them?

Was he trying to point someone particular out to me?

That's when it hit me.

I immediately knew who he was talking about.

"No. Your crazy." I said shaking my head

"Am I?" He asked tilting his head, picking up his phone.

"Of course you are."

"Lets just see. Shall we?" He unlocked the phone, and typed in a number.

He pushed the speaker button, there was a few rings but, only four.

"Hello?" Elle's voice asked on the other end.

"Put her on." He said without saying the proper 'hi' or 'hello' 'hey' response.

There was a few muffles, and low talking and then there was a voice.

"H-hello?" She stuttered.

My body froze.

No.

"Y-" Hastings quickly covered my mouth with his hand and began to talk again.

"Why don't the two of you come in here? We could have a small reunion."

"We're on our way." El said and then hung up.

He took his had off of my mouth and smirked.

"Was that not good enough proof?"

"She would never do this too me."

"That was her on the phone."

"I've never been a fan of technology. Sorry."

This was ticking him off. He closed his eyes taking in a deep breath, then he slowly exhaled it.

Before he could say another word the door slowly opened.

And I felt my eyes widen. This wasn't happening. I know her. I know i was rude and a bitch to her but she wouldn't-

"Emily?" I asked my voice cracking, as I cut my own thoughts off.

She quickly turned her head in my direction, and I could see the dried tears on her face. But now-she looked different.

"You were in on this? This whole time, I've trusted you and you do this too me?!" I yelled
"You don't get to cry!"

Emily glanced over at El, who was now behind her. El gave her a small nod, which made Emily bite her lip.

I saw blood dripping from her forehead, but I didn't care about that. I didn't care about her right now.

"I-I trusted you. You put me in that crazy house for this? You were working with him?! You knew who El was?! That's the reason you joined the BAU isn't it? Huh?" I was now choking on tears.

She just stood there.

"Go on Em, tell her." Hastings said giving her a small push.

"Trust? Trust isn't real." She started looking over at Elle, she gave her another nod.
"You really thought we were friends? Honestly?"

She did a small laugh.

"Locking you up in the hospital was so easy to convince.."she paused again-but it was like this time she didn't know what to say.

She saw me crying.

"To convince Spencer to..to lock y-you up in there. It wasn't hard. He just wanted to help you and I took advantage of his grieving."

"What's wrong with you?" I whispered shocked and hurt.

"Nothing. The real question is what's wrong with you? TJ?"

"TJ?" I asked confused,

"TJ?" El and Hastings also asked raising their eyebrows.

She looked at me, then the both of them confused, then shook her head letting a small-scared laugh escape her mouth.

"I-I meant JJ. See, I even forget your name, that's how much you don't mean to me."

"Fuck you." I said making her make small eye contact with me.

Her eyes looked darker-like there was nothing-no light, no laugher, just darkness inside of her.

I know that's not possible, but she wasn't herself, she was a horrible, rude, bitch.

Maybe now I was seeing her true colors, maybe that's why she looked so different. She was faking before. Right?

"If Aaron saw you like this.." I started not even knowing how he would react.

"Who cares about him. I just used him."

"You did what?"

"I used him, I used you, I used Morgan, I used Reid, I used Blake, I used Rossi, I used Garcia, I used Callahan I used all of you! You were all just to stupid to see it. The signs were always there, but you never noticed."

"Fuck you." Those were the only words I could think of, I know I kept repeating them but I didn't know how else to reply.

"I think that's been enough for now. Don't you Emily?" El asked grabbing Emily's arm.

"I'm done here." She said giving me a glance.

She slowly walked over to me, and gave me a soft smile.

"I'm so done." She repeated, pulling the bandana up and over my mouth.

I managed to give her a cold glance, before she walked out of the room with Hastings and El, leaving me alone.

Shivers went down my spine, as goosebumps appeared all over my body.

She left.

She said all of those things, hurt me, walked away and just left me all here alone in the dark, and I couldn't talk-scream for help-nothing.

Nothing.

I was just here alone.

Scared,confused, hurt and alone.

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A/N:I know this chapter makes no sense, and is probably really confusing so I'm so sorry for that😂...and it probably sound really stupid-just wait until a couple chapters to understand why this all happened.