Not Crazy. {Book 1}

Chapter 48

Garcia's Pov:

"I will return don't you ever hang your head." - Skylar Grey

"Garcia." Morgan said grabbing my arm, I shrugged him off and kept walking in my high heels that I regretted wearing considering how much my feet hurt and ached.

"Would you just talk to me?" He asked again this time managing to get in front of me.

"What? What do you want me to say to you? Tell me what I'm supposed to say?" I said confused.

"I don't know-I don't want you to be mad at me when I did nothing wrong. If anything I should be mad at you because of how you spilled hot, hot coffee all over me? I mean it hurt. A lot."

"Good. Be mad at me. I don't even care anymore." I said trying to make my way around him.

"I didn't mean to take advantage of her. I-It wasn't like I wanted to hurt her like that. I didn't want to ruin her marriage, I didn't want to get her pregnant, even though it's not mine. But what I'm trying to say is that I didn't even think of her ever in that way until that night. I should've let her go home with you. You were right about that because then none of us would be in this situation. Well I mean-maybe we would. But Emily wouldn't possibly be in her situation-the one she's in now-wit-"

He stopped talking not knowing how to finish his sentence, he noticed me raising my eyebrow.

"I know I was right, I don't need you telling me." I stated, making him smile a little, but I didn't. I kept my straight face.

"You say you didn't mean to do it. So why did you?" I asked

"I don't know." He said responding the same exact way he has been.

I rolled my eyes, and scoffed while pushing him out of my way.

"Garcia I really I don't know why" he said calling after me.

"Yeah well when you decide to come up with an answer then come and talk to me. Otherwise just-" I paused and turned around to face him.
"Just leave me alone for a while. I mean that too. No calling, texting, emailing, no sitting by me on the plane, or coming to my hotel room to try and talk. It even my house once we get back to Quantico." I turned back around and made my way, seeing Blake in the waiting room.

She not only saw everything that just happened but also heard, and I knew I would have to tell her about it so she knew I wasn't over reacting.

"Want to talk about it?" She asked as I sat down in the hospital chair, taking off the high heels that were painfully killing my feet.

"Wait, I actually have a choice?" She gave me a small smile and shook her head with a small shrug.

"Of course you do. I'm not going to force you to tell me you and Morgan's little fight incident...or whatever that was."

I looked at her and leaned my head back annoyed, not with her but with Morgan. Just thinking about him made me even more mad then I was, which was a whole new level for me.

"I'm not really in the mood for talking about it right now." I said letting out a deep exhausted breath, feeling the stress build up like bricks inside of me.

"Okay, we'll I'm always here when you want to." She said making me give her a smile.

"Thanks."

She nodded and we stayed silent for a while, when I finally spoke up.

"Where is everyone?"

"Well Reid's with JJ obviously, Hotch and Rossi went to go talk with Kate, because apparently she woke up, you're here with me, And I Morgan was just with you but now I don't know where he is." She said making my eyes widen

"Kate's awake?" She nodded at my question.

"What do you think's going to happen to her? To meg? To Chris?"

"Kate will go to Jail, Meg and Chris will have to deal and grieve with that, even if its hard. I mean hearing your wife, your mother or aunt was in on a kidnapping of one of her own friends? And torturing them, brainwashing them, it's horrible."

"It really is. I can't believe that Kate, that El were in on this. All this time-it's just sometimes I wish I could just go back in time to the past, and tell myself what was going to happen, like to warn myself to prevent these horrible things from happening." I said admitting.

"I'm pretty sure everyone feels that way. Especially all the families we deal with every day from these cases, even the victims. No one wants horrible things to happen to them, but it happens. It sucks."

"It really does." I said letting out a small laugh.

It felt good talking with her, I mean really good, getting things out into the air.

"Do you think that-"

I got cut off by a yelling nurse who was running down the hall quickly up the stairs, making Blake and I look at each other.

"What was that about?" She asked, I shook my head.

"It's a hospital, things happen all the time. It's probably nothing." I said trying to shrug it off.

That's when a doctor came running up the stairs, there were some sort of alarms going off upstairs.

"Should we go check it out?" I asked worried, even though I shouldn't be. It probably had nothing to do with Emily or JJ.

"Should we?" She asked confused.

I was about to stand up when I decided not to.

"We shouldn't."

"Righ-" Blake trailed off as her eyes watched two familiar people running up the same stairs as the nurse and doctor just did.

We shared the same look before I grabbed my high heels that were on the ground and we ran up the stairs worried.