Not Crazy. {Book 1}

Chapter 30

Blake's Pov:

"I'm hiding what I'm feeling but I'm tired of holding this all inside of my head." - inspireleads.com

"Reid you really need to pick up your phone right now. It's important." I said hanging up on the voicemail yet again.

Why wasn't he answering?

"Blake calm down we only have ten more minutes until landing." Rossi said trying to calm me down.

But I couldn't.

"Why isn't he answering?" I asked worried, clutching the phone tightly in my hand.

"I don't know."

"How did we miss it? It was all right I front in front of us this whole time-and we missed it. All of it. We're profilers, she was showing signs and we just missed every single one. It's sad, it's ridiculous."

"Blake."

"I can't calm down Rossi. Our friends are out there and they could be in danger, kidnapped. I'm not sure they could even be dead, JJ and Emily could even be dead. Morgan and Reid are in trouble-they don't know it but we do and they aren't answering their phones. Why? Why not?"

He stayed silent not knowing what to say to me.

My leg shook anxiously waiting for the plane to land already so we could go see if they were okay.

They were okay.

They had to be okay.

This flight felt like hours, when it's only been around forty minutes.

I still couldn't believe this, Kate was working with them this whole time.

She was the insider telling them all of our plans, theories, ideas, who went with who, who left, who we suspected, everything.

Just everything.

How could I be so stupid and not see it?

My eye wondered off to the small circular window next to me, I needed to calm down Rossi was right about that.

I shouldn't be worrying as much as I am right now, Morgan and Reid are probably fine, maybe Kate's even with them.

Which is the least likely thing to happen.

She knows all of our moves, she's smart.

"Blake." Rossi said tapping my shoulder.

"What?"

"I called your name four times." He said looking at me worried and concerned

"I'm fine. What'd you want?"

"I'm on the phone with Garcia right now." He said pointing to his phone that was in his other hand.

How'd I miss hearing a phone ring? Or him calling my name?

"Garcia! We're you able to track down their cell phones? Anything?" I asked hopeful

"Of course, I wouldn't call you if I didn't have any news. Okay so Derek's phone shut down an hour ago, it didn't die-but it just goes blank from there. Along with Kate's, yes him an Kate were going somewhere together, I don't know where but I know Reid's phone says its still in the police station."

"Did you call them and ask if he's still there?"

"No, because I got an email from an unknown contact."

"What do you mean? What'd it say?" Rossi asked confused

"It was from El." She said quietly
"I know you guys don't know her, but she was a friend of mine so it's just hard. Anyways it was very long and she was mocking us, mocking me saying I wouldn't be able to crack this. No one would be able to-not even Reid."

"We're you able to track the email server? Where it came from?"

"No, she's using so many different cell towers it's hard to tell-very hard to tell. But being the miracle worker I am I can track it down in an hour or so."

"Okay, call us when you have something-anything."

"You know I will." The line went dead and I closed my eyes again taking a deep breath.

"Reid could be okay." Rossi said assuring me

"I know, I know. They all could be okay. Or everyone could be in danger."