Not Crazy. {Book 1}

Chapter 39

JJ's Pov:

"Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend. Somewhere along in the bitterness"-The Fray

The door came flying open, as I saw El come into the room with a pissed look on her face.

"You bitch." She said shaking her head, anger in her voice.

"Oh no. Did I do something wrong?"

"That's it. I'm done with you." She walked over to me, and rose my body up to the ground with the chain.

I closed my eyes in pain a my shoulders hung above my head, my arms were so sore any movement hurt them.

"Your dead to me. Dead." She said clutching a knife that suddenly just sorta appeared in her hand, did she always have that?

She but the blade over my stomach and made a small cut, it wasn't deep in fact it only felt like a pinch, even if blood did drip down a little.

She made another one, which made me whimper in pain.

"What the hell is going on?" Kate asked storming into the room.

"It's time to end this already. They know where we are. They are coming. We need to hurry this up already and just kill her."

"Why did I just find Hastings body on the ground?" She asked making my eyes widen. She killed him?

El paused and looked at me and then Kate.

"He was getting mad, angry and he was going to hurt me!" She stated.

"I don't care if he was holding a knife to your throat he wouldn't have killed you when your pregnant. You and I both know that."

"I don't know that! You didn't see the look in his eyes, he was mad!"

"Mad about what?" She asked confused.

So she wasn't in on El's plan either? Oh this was getting good.

"Nothing." El said shrugging

"He had to be pretty fucking mad about something big in order to try and kill you. Tell me what it was."

She stayed silent.

"She's planking on killing the both of you-well now you and escaping." I said making both of them look at me.

"You bitch." El said clutching the knife even tighter.

"What is she talking about?" Kate asked glaring at El.
"You were going to kill me? Me? After everything I put into this? You were going to just kill me and think everything was done and over with?"

El stayed silent.

"What the hell is the matter with you? You know what? Your more sick and twisted then I thought you ever were I mean what happened to you as-"

I closed my eyes at the sound of a loud, gunshot.

Where did a gun even come from?

No one had one.

When I opened them slowly, I saw Kate lying on the ground, blood oozing out of her body.

"Yes. I am that sick and twisted." El said turning back around to look at me.

"Oh my god!" I yelled looking at the body on the ground
"Where the hell did you even get that gun?!"

"Don't worry she'll bleed out soon." El said ignoring my question.

"Your not even going to help her?" I asked looking down at the shaking body.

"You would? She's one of your kidnappers. You would help someone who's tortured you?"

"I wouldn't let them bleed out painfully."

"Yeah you would."

She held the knife to my throat when she paused again, looking up at me.

"You know you were a really nice person." She said making confusion fill me.
"I mean a really nice person. You were the kind of person anyone could go to anything with and just admit it too you. And you wouldn't judge then or be rude, you'd comfort them."

She laughed quietly to herself.

"Your crazy." I whispered.
"Your going to get caught."

She stopped laughing, she looked up at me her smile fading and a frown taking over.

"Really?" She asked.
"Looks like I am considering I'm about to kill you."

"Kate said they were on there way. My friends, my team are coming."

"They aren't your friends. In fact Hotch might hate you forever after he sees how his pregnant wife turned up out of all this."

"They are my friends. And he'll know that I tried everything I could to help her in here."

"Really? You didn't try anything in helping her! Maybe you and I aren't so different after all. We both lie to save ourselves."

"You and I will never ever be close to the same. Ever. I didn't just kill two of my friends, people who wanted to help you."

"They didn't want to help! They wanted you dead, this was all about you Jennifer. Everyone here wanted you dead! If I were you I'd stop sticking up for the people who wanted to see you bleeding to death, to see you in pain. That's why they were here, they weren't my friends-well I guess Hastings was a little more then a friend, but I didn't let feeling get in the way of this. He did."

I stared at her, hurt.

Everyone here did want me dead.

Except-Emily. But if she were herself at the money I'm pretty sure she would want be dead too considering the hell she's been through.

I don't even know why, why would they all want to make me suffer like this? I've been a good person, I am a good person.

"Stop pretending like your my friend now. Like if you tell me the truth then everything's okay. It's not."

"I don't want to be your friend, I want to be the one to kill you. Now Kate and that dumb ass boyfriend of mine don't have that option. It can be me."

"What did I ever do to make you want to kill me so bad? Why do you want me dead so badly?"

"There's not a reason for it. I just want you dead. It's as simple as that."

"I hope you burn in hell." I said shaking my head at her.

"I guess you'll be waiting for me there." She said jabbing the knife into my stomach.

My eyes widened in pain.

The door flew open...again?

I heard the knife that was covered in my blood fall onto the ground with a loud noise.

"It's over." Rossi's voice said I could hear Reid running over to me.

"Maybe for her it is." El's voice said through a small laugh.

"Oh my god." He whispered turning the crank to get me down, I manage to open my eyes and see his face.

When my body went onto the ground, he took the handcuffs off with some sort of key and kept pressure on the wound.

"JJ." He said tears in his eyes.
"JJ stay with me."

"I-I told you I wasn't crazy." I said shaking from the blood leaving my body.

"I know." He whispered
"And I'm so sorry. But please Jennifer stay with me. I need you alive."

"I told you." I whispered again through a small relieved smile.