Not Crazy. {Book 1}

Chapter 37

JJ's Pov: 

"Everyday I try to look my best. Even though inside I'm such a mess."-Skylar Grey

"Emily." I said calmly, my eyes barely being able to stay open. Maybe she would crack-stop if she just remembered me.

"Please." I said feeling tears in my eyes, but she showed me nothing.

"What the hell is wrong with you? All of you?" I asked looking at each and every one of the three people in the room who brought me in here.

"We just wanted I see if she remembered you." El said with a small evil smile.

"We'll she doesn't. Happy? Are you happy?" I asked my voice cracking.

"Yeah actually." Hastings said giving me the same smile that El ha just given me.

I fell to the ground not being able to stand anymore, everything was dizzy.

My arms tied behind my back made it even more hard to balance.

"Stand up." Kate said annoyed giving me a small nudge with her foot.

"I can't."

"You can't? Or you won't?"

"No I can't." I said weakly as I put my head down.

"Don't worry this will all be over soon." Hastings said grabbing my shoulders lifting me up to my feet.

"Come on let's go."

"Emily please. You need to remember." I called out as he forced me out of the room.

She just gave me a confused look.

She could barely even keep we eyes open letting me know immediately that they have even also drugging her.

How can they treat people like this?

How could El be doing this? She was a friend of mine. She used to be normal, helped us put people like her away. Made sure they stayed locked up-and now she was those people.

"Why can't you just kill me now?" I asked as Hastings opened a door, walking us through it.

"Because that's not the plan."

"What is your plan then? Because I'm just dying to know, it had to be one hell of a plan in order to not be scared of the Feds, not even be the smallest bit worried that you'll get locked up."

"It is a hell of a plan."

"Something's going to backfire. Go wrong in this, and trust me when I say this, I'll be watching, and laughing a it does."

He looked at me and kept walking.

"Nothing's going to backfire. It's the perfect plan. El, Kate and I have been planning it for a long time now."

"Are you sure about that? Are you sure you can test El? Or even Kate?"

"What the hell are you even talking about? Of course I can trust them. El's carrying my child there's no way she would lie to me, and Kate is my friend."

"I thought El was my friend but that didn't stop her from kidnapping me." I stated

"You need to just shut up."

"Your just mad because you know I'm right. Something's been off with her recently, and I know what."

"You don't know anything."

"I know that her plan doesn't include you making it out of this alive."

"Your just lying to save yourself. It's not going to work, El and I are happy together and we're even more happy with our child on the way so you just need to back the hell off."

"I really wish I could back off, but there's nothing else to do here. If you would let me go already then I could back off but I doubt that's ever going to happen so here I am stuck in your idiotic,messed up, sick relationship."

"When will you ever learn to keep your damn mouth shut?"

"I don't think that's ever going to happen with me."

"I've noticed."

"She wants you dead. She told me she's going to kill you, she doesn't care if your the father of her child, she wants to raise it alone."

"Shut up."

"I'm just telling you what she told me."

He stopped walking again and threw me into the room that I've been in too many times.

"I said shut the hell up already."

My body ached immediately, even more then before now as my head hit the ground roughly, may I add the cemented ground.

Blood began to drip from my forehead, but there wasn't anything I could do about it.

"I hope that bomb killed all of your stupid friends." He said giving me a small kick to my ribcage.

I curled up in pain, trying to breath.

"What bomb?" I managed out.

"It doesn't matter now." He said giving me another kick, before giving me time to breath.

I heard Hastings leave the room slamming the door angrily behind him and then I knew.

He was going to talk to El. Not about me. About her plan. Her stupid plan that she thought was so smart-that nothing would get in her way.

He did believe me, he believed everything I said. That made me smile a little.

Why would I lie when I already know I'm going to be dead soon, he just knew.

They were going to get into a fight, which would buy me some time here-sole more time for the team to find me. They were going to.

El was lying about the bomb.

They were fine.

They were alive and on their way to find Emily and me.