Forever?

Chapter 23

"NO, no, no, no, no, no." I woke up and ran into the bathroom. Vomiting, for the 12th time. Hayes as per usual came in and held my hair up, while stroking my back. "Get it all up." Once I was done I fell back and sat down on my bottom while Hayes flushed the toilet. "You okay now?" I nodded and went to the sink and brushed my teeth. "You coming back to bed?"

"Nahh, I'll just watch TV or something. I have to edit Shawn's new video, so I might do that for him then upload it." Hayes nodded and walked back into our room. I went into the wall unit and went into my drawer, and picked up the bag. I took the bag into the bathroom with me and sat on the toilet. I emptied the bag and got out the stick. Yes that is right, a pregnancy test. I read the box and used it. Once I was done I waited 3 minutes then read it.

Positive

Oh my god, I'm going to be a mother. Hayes is going to be a dad. No I can't let Hayes be a dad, he has a life, a job. I put the stick back into the box and wrapped it in the bag and opened the door. I wet and put the bag back into my drawer and sat on the couch. I grabbed whoever's laptop was on the table and opened it up.

What do you do when you pregnant and you don't have contact with the dad

Yeah, I know I have contact with the dad but you know.

If you don't have contact with the father try and get in contact with one his friends or family members. But if you know who the father is and don't want to tell him, then don't, just be ready for your child or children to ask whom their father is or where he is.

Okay so I won't tell Hayes. But then I'll have to move away. All right if I have to move away, I'll do it when the boys go out today. Yeah, that's what I'll do. "Alli?" I jumped and looked up. Matt was standing there looking concerned. "Yeah."

"Why you using my laptop?" I shrugged. "Do you need it?" Matt shook his head. "Just wondering."

"Can I keep using it?"

"Yep." He walked off to the kitchen. I went into history and cleared it. "Why are you crying?"

"What do you mean?" Matt walked over with two glasses of water. "You have tear stains running down your cheeks."

"Just over thought I guess." He nodded and wrapped his arm around my shoulders. "If you ever need to talk, I'm here and if you don't want me to tell anyone, I won't." I nodded and thought about telling him. "Matt, I need to tell you something..."

"Morning." Cameron walked down the stairs. I stood up and walked into the kitchen with Matt following. "Tell me later." I nodded but instantly felt guilty. One by one everyone woke up and got ready for the day. "Are you sure you don't want to come." I nodded. "It's always good to have a boys day out, besides I have things I need to get done." They all gave me hugs and left. Once they were al gone, I went into the spare room and got two suitcases down.

Halfway through packing someone rang the doorbell. I walked out of my room, shutting the door behind me and answered the front door. Standing at the door was Viky, alone, without her twins. "Hey." I forced a smile. "Hey. Where are the twins?"

"My sister is watching them for me." I nodded and let Viky in. "So what are you doing. Hayes said that you were doing some stuff and aid you might need some company." Right then, I broke down and started crying. Viky grabbed my hand and led me to the couch. "What's wrong? And do say you've over thought because I know that you haven't."

"I have to leave." Viky looked shocked and shook her head. "I won't let you, unless you have a good reason."

"I'm pregnant." Viky's eyes started to tear up. "He doesn't know does he?" I shook my head. Viky stood up. "Well I'm going to help you get ready. I'll pack and you can write everyone letters." I stood up and gave Viky a hug. "Thank you for understanding."

Four and a half later, we were done. I had written everyone letters, even Nash. I wrote Matt and Shawn two though. One saying what's going on and not to show this to anyone but each other. I put them all on their beds and went back into the lounge room. "Ready?"

"Ready." I left my key on the table and pulled the door shut, making sure it was locked. We got into the car and drove off. Once we got there, I went to the check in area while Viky got us a drink. Once everything was sorted, I went and found her.

We sat there talking till my flight was called. "So I guess this is goodbye." Viky shook her head. "No because I will come and visit you as soon as you've had the kid. So keep in contact with me." I wrapped my arms around her. "I wouldn't dream of not keeping contact." I pulled away and picked up my bag and got my ticket and passport out. "Bye Viky."

"Bye Alli." I walked off to the line and waited. As I was walking through the gate, I stopped and turned around and waved one last time to Viky. I really hope that this is the right decision. I really hope that London is nice. They went through all the stuff and just as they were about to take off my phone buzzed.

Hayes ❤️

Where are you?

I ignored it and put my phone on Airplane mode. We took off and I got comfortable for the 10 hour and 15 minute flight. Once we were in the air I went onto my pictures and went through the screen shots of the house that I found and I bought.

Once we landed, I turned my phone on, so that I can message Viky and my Mum (who also knows) that I landed okay. As soon as I did, my phone blew up. I ignored the pictures and messaged Mum and Viky and went to go and get my bags. I hailed a taxi and drove off to my new house.