Sweet Innocence Completed

Chapter 16; Hurt

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"Sometimes people don't want to hurt you but they don't realize they already did."
-unknown

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ANDREI's POV

"Opo sir... Sir Andrei..." Mga salitang binitiwan ni Margareth habang nakatitig sa akin. Walang tono ang mga salitang iyon. Walang sakit. Walang pagkabigla. Ang mga mata niya. Wala ako mabasa.

Wala siyang expression. Hindi ko malaman kung ano ang iisipin ko sa kanya. Bakit ako pa ang nasasaktan. Why i have this feeling that I already loose Margareth kahit ang alam ko'y nasa poder ko pa din ito. Alam ko nasaktan ko siya. Kitang kita ko ang isang patak ng luha na tumulo mula sa mata niya. God knows how much i wanna say sorry to her and ease her. Pero napako ako sa kinatatayuan ko ng makita ko blangko expression nito.  This is the second time I saw her blank eyes. The first one was on her Lolo baste's wake and the second is right at this very moment.

Strange feeling. Weird feelings. Bigla ako nakaramdam ng takot at kakulangan. Sinundan ko ng tingin si Margareth habang papatungo sa kusina. I feel she's walking away to the dark. Parang bigla hindi ko na siya matanaw. Parang napakabigat ng nararamdaman ko.  Incomplete. And i never felt this even before.

I hurt her. I know. And I hurt myself even more. Hindi ko alam kung tama ba ang ginagawa ko. Ang alam ko lang, hindi ko siya pwede paasahin. Dahil hindi ko kaya ibalik ang hinihingi niyang damdamin. Because.. I.. Don't.. Believe.. In.. Love..

MORNING:

Like what happened for the past few days, Margareth was like a living doll. She has no expressions. We continue for being discreet with each other. When I arrived home, she'd just greeted me like I was a king and she was the bestowed servant. During meal time, particularly breakfast and dinner, she will excuse herself in a very polite manner and lack herself in her room. She will only appear if she thought I finished eating , or if I have gone to the living room.

Margareth never leaves the condo. I'm sure she just keeps on doing the same route and things every day. Every day is like number series. All in order and all the same. I even don't see sparkles in her eyes every time she saw me. There is no excitement. There is no extra care. There is no genuine smile. And hey, I miss that!

I look towards her room. She's in there. I wonder what she's doing. I wonder if she miss me, too. Is she also longing for my hugs? Are the kisses we shared haunting, too? I shake my head and take a deep breath. I have nothing to do with our situation. This is better than hurt her further.

MARGARETH's POV

Narinig ko mula sa dito sa kwarto ang pagbukas at pagsara ng pinto. It was a sign that Sir Andrei has already leave. It's time for me to clean everything. Binuksan ko ang pinto at lumabas ng silid. Mula sa kinatatayuan ko tanaw ko ang kabuoan ng condo. Tahimik. Walang sigla. Araw-araw pabigat ng pabigat ang nararamdaman ko sakit. Napakasakit isipin na kinuha lang niya ang kainosentehan at pagkatapos ay wala na. Parang ibang kaluluwa ang nakasapi kay Andrei ng mga tagpong iyon. At iba na ulit sa ngayon.

I miss him. And I love him so much it makes me hurt. Namimiss ko yung kahit masungit siya, nagagawa niya ako alalayan. Kahit parang lagi siyang mangangain ng tao , I still feel safe. I miss his face. It hurts me so much seeing him in mad face everytime na mabubuksan niya ako ng pinto at magkakatitigan. Napaka sakit na tuwing parehas kami na isang lugar ng condo na ito ay kitang-kita ko ang pagkunot ng noo niya. Sign that he doesn't want me around.

Ngayon ramdam na ramdam ko. Nakakainis! Unang beses ko masaktan. Unang beses ko din lumuha. At mukha hindi ko na makukuha pang pumangalawa. Maybe. Just maybe I was born to be alone.

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