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I sat there as I watched the guy I grew up with, my best friend, but more so ever the man I was in love with get on one knee in propose to his girlfriend Staci. To say my feelings was hurt was an understatement, I sat there front in center ready to storm out, all kind of emotions ran through my body. I wanted so badly to break down and cry, but I held myself together, flashing a smile at the newly engaged couple. I looked around at everybody clapping and cheering while he and his new fiancé slow danced to the sound of Jagged Edge "Let's Get Married", I couldn't help but to think, that supposed to be me that should be me. After their dance, everyone went over to them to congratulate them on their engagement. I didn't want to be petty, who I'm kidding I really did want to be petty but I can't do that. I swallowed my glass of water I held in my hand, took a deep breath then walked over to them both. "Congratulations!" I said to the both of them and giving staci a hug and then August. I swear this felt like the longest hug ever, and I didn't want to let go. I snapped into reality and before I knew it tears were falling, he pulled back looked me in my eyes, I cracked a smile and walked out the building. I was losing the man I was in love with because I'm afraid to love him and let him love me back....
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Lions,Tigers & Bears!|Jazmine Sullivan|
FanfictionI'm not scared of lions and tigers and bears (Oh my!) But I'm scared of (loving you) I'm not scared to perform at a sold out affair (that's right) But I'm scared of (loving you) Am I the only one who thinks it's an impossible task? Why it don't last...
