Lions,Tigers & Bears!|Jazmine Sullivan|

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Jaz

Dinner was going well, awkward but it was okay. I sat silently listening to Dad, Chris and August talk. Brandy and I would strike a conversation every now and then, but other than that we was both on our phone strolling.

"Dad Can I talk to you for a minute please"  

"Okay Babygirl"

We both walked into the kitchen.

"What you really got going on?"

He smirked

"What You talking about sweetheart"

"Dad stop, you didn't invite us four here for no reason, so what's up"

He signed.

"You need to talk to Yungin"

"Dad.."

"I don't want to hear it, Ya'll been friends too long to let anything come in between that, I know yall love one another, hell even in love with each other. You're being stubborn with your feelings, let them out babygirl tell him how you really feel, no matter what happens if he take it or leave as long as you told him how you feel. And always remember ya'll were friends before anything. And plus you need to tell him about my grandbaby and his baby your carrying" with that he walked away

I stood looking dumbfounded how he found out about all of this. Now my mind had a millions things running through it. I mean I did say I was going to let him know, but what if he don't listen, what if he's not ready for a baby, what if this ruin our friendship for good. I mean what good is it gonna do he's with someone now. Urgh! What if this ruin his relationship, I can't do this I wouldn't be able to sleep knowing I was the reason his relationship fail. Why couldn't I have been an adult about it and said something earlier, this is all my fault I should've stopped this way before it started now im sitting here carrying my best friend baby, who I'm in love with but can't seem to tell him, scared of what he's going to think.

"Mr. Taylor thought we should talk" he said leaning against the island with this hands in his pockets staring directly in my face.

"Yes we should" I said nervously biting my lips

"Okay" he continued to look at me

"Let's go sit by the pool"

He didn't say anything he just followed me out back.

Okay jaz get it together girl, it's now or never you can do this, you have to do this.

"Look first let me say I apologize for snapping on you like that, that shit just caught me of guard man, you being pregnant and all by another man...Damn but look Jaz you already know where I stand with you, I love you and I can't help that you got my head so fucked up right now I can't even think straight. Even when I'm around staci man I be thinking about you. I know it's not right but I can't help it, your best friend man and no matter what happens between us, you gone always be that."

Come on Jazmine Let it out.

"Aug I'm sorry too for giving you mixed feelings and having your head fucked up, I know you can't help how you feel about me and I can't help how I feel about you. That's why I want to let you know that I love you too more than just a friend August I'm in love with you, I been feeling like this every since my birthday I just didn't want to say anything or do anything that would ruin our friendship but you cant help who you fall in love with, I know I should've said something sooner and now it may be to late but better late than never right" I chuckled

He had a unreadable expression on his face

"I know you with staci and you seem to really like her but I just had to let you know how I feel august"

"I'm thinking about purposing to her" he said with his head down

I felt a pit at the bottom of my stomach when he said that, I almost vomited.

"Oh" was all I could say I was hurt

"I just wanted to let you know before you hear it anywhere else jaz, I didn't say it to hurt your feelings, I don't know I thought you should be the first to know"

"Okay well as long as your happy then I'm happy for you"

He gave me a half smiled and I returned one back.

"August, since we're being open and honest, I'm carrying your child"

With that I got up and walked back into the house leaving him sitting there speechless. I didn't mean to say it so blunt like but that's how it came out. I didn't do it to hurt him, I didn't do it because I'm mad at him, he wanted to know the truth and there it was. And really I'm not mad at him, as his best friend I'm happy for him but other than that I'm hurt no lie I am, but I will get over it. I know I shouldn't have gotten up and left like that without giving him a chance to anything but if I would've sat any longer I would've been crying all over the place.

But now that everything's out in the open I feel somewhat relieved, I don't know how things was going to play out from here on out but all I can do is go with the flow.

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