I'm not scared of lions and tigers and bears (Oh my!)
But I'm scared of (loving you)
I'm not scared to perform at a sold out affair (that's right)
But I'm scared of (loving you)
Am I the only one who thinks it's an impossible task?
Why it don't last...
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I contemplated on rather I was going to get out the car or not. I was currently park in August driveway. I understand exactly how tete felt, hell I was sick of my damn self. I don't know what the problem is really, deep down inside I know just as well as everyone else know I love august to death and would love to be with him and raise our child together. I really don't know what I'm so scared I known this man all my life and I know everything about him. I knew he wouldn't hurt me but I'm just scared. Scared that if our relationship go left I will lose my best friend, scared that I might not give him the proper love, scared that I may break his heart. I know what he's been through with his last relationship. I stayed up with him all night while he cried on my shoulders, when he wanted to commit suicide, when he was running the streets I was there. I've seen him at his worst. So yes I'm scared that I may break his delicate hurt and I don't want to do that he's been through so much in life in general that I just don't want to add anymore drama then there already has been.
I was nervous as hell, I didn't know how this was going to play out after all we have been going back and forth with one another, I take the blame for that. But it was time I put on my big girl panties and get my man as tete would say.
I stepped out my car slowly making my way towards his front door, the closer I got the more nervous I got. Why was I so nervous this is Aug I'm going to see.
Standing face to face with his door, I took a deep breath and knocked. A few seconds later he came to the door wearing nothing but a towel around his waist.
'Got Damn!' I thought. My panties instantly got moisten, hormones was acting a fool, ya hear me. The water dripping off his chest, lawd I wanted to lick it off him. I bite my lips staring at him in a daze.
"Jaz ...Jaz!" he snapped me out my daze waving his hand in my face
"You alright?"
"Um ye-yea I'm okay"
"What's up?"
"Can we talk please?"
"Sure" he stepped to the side to let me in
"I'll be right back, let me put on some clothes, make yourself at home" he said going up the stairs
"Okay"
As soon as he left I let out a breath I didn't realize I was holding. I took a seat on the couch, hoping this will play out as well as I imagine it to.
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"So what's up babeh" he said sitting down beside me
'urgh he's acting all cool calm And collected'
"First I want to apologize for the way I acted last night, you need me as your bestfriend and I kicked you farther then you already was. I should've comfort you and gave you a shoulder to lean on like bestfriends supposed to do for that I'm sorry" He gave me a head nod.
"Accepted"
"Also I want to talk about us"
He gave me this shocked look. I laughed a little at his face expression
"Oh yea, what about us?"
"Well....august I love you, you know that, I kept pushing you away, giving you mixed signals because believe it or not I'm scared. I would love to be with you, it's just I've seen you broken down over your last real relationship that I never want to see you hurt like that again, and I'm scared I want know how to handle your delicate heart, I'm scared if we give this relationship a try and its goes left I may lose my bestfriend. I don't want to raise the baby by myself, I want us to be a family august. I didn't have both my parents growing up, only my dad, so that's why I'm so tough when it comes to love. What I'm saying is I'm in love with you August Anthony Alsina and would love for you to be not just my babydaddy but my bae as well" I said taking a deep breath
He didn't say anything, he just looked at me with a blank expression.
Tears slowly gliding down my face I got up heading for the door I should've known this was a waste of time, but I can't blame him I put him through a lot emotionally.
"Where You Going"
I stopped in my tracks
"I'm leaving" I sniffed
"Why" he said now standing behind me
"You acting like I didn't just express myself to you aug, I know I'm wrong for how I treated you but dang you could've atleast said some back" I said wiping my tears
He didn't say anything again, I reached for door knob ready to leave again but was stopped when he turned me around to face him, planting the deepest passionate kiss on me I have ever had
"What does that tell you" he leaned back a little holding on to my waist
I smiled
"I love you August"
"I love you too Jazmine" he hugged me
As soon as he did that AJ immediately started kicking.
"I Love You To Big Man" August said to my belly then kissing it _________________________________________ Want he do it! 🙌 So Tell Me What You all Think? What Should Happen Next? Who's Your Favorite Character??? 😬 Who You Want More Of?? TALK TO ME YALL! Excuse Mistakes! Hope You Enjoyed!
