Barely Breathing

chapter 23

It was a quiet trip home, I am guessing he was very tired from having to look at a gorgeous girl all day, I hear that can be tiring. I just didn’t want to talk to him because I was pissed off. We got to the hotel and said goodbye to the driver who was coming back to get us in the morning. We walked to our room in silence and went inside. As soon as the door shut behind him he spoke for the first time since leaving the shoot.

“Alright, why the fuck are you so quiet? Normally you talk your fucking mouth off. What gives?”

“Nothing” I said quietly.

“Fuck off. I’m not an idiot; I can tell when you’re upset. What’s wrong?” he pushed.

I sighed. “Well lets just say that I am not that thrilled about you going off and kissing an absolutely stunning girl on camera a billion times over and over again in front of me. Sufficient?”

“Really Taylor? I thought you were ok with this. I even asked you if you were and you said yes. Why are you changing your mind now?” he asked.

“I guess actually meeting her and seeing how gorgeous and nice she is…I don’t know. You two were so cuddly and shit today and you barely said two words to me so yeah I’m fucking annoyed Reece”

“Well you are going to have to get used to it sweetheart because I am going to be kissing a lot of girls in my line of work and we were cuddling because it was fucking freezing!” he said. Oh fuck off you bitch; you did not just say that to me. Did he really just tell me, his girlfriend, that he was going to be pashing a billion other girls? Asshole.

“Well, if you’re going to be kissing so many gorgeous girls then maybe one of them would be alright with you being their boyfriend but getting a bit on the side. Fuck you” I said. I couldn’t believe he just said that to me.

“You said you were alright with it!” he yelled at me. Ohh you asshole, now I was getting reallllllly mad!

“Fuck off you absolute asshole. I did not say that it was ok for you to go around pashing other girls. I thought I would be alright with this one.”

“You said you were alright with this one though!” he defended.

“Can you not come up with anything else to say? Seriously? What would you do if I went around going and kissing other guys right in front of you? Would you be alright with it?” I asked him. Suck on that one you fuckwit.

“If it had to go with your job, I guess I would have to be alright with it” he said.

“You wouldn’t have to be anything Reece! Why can’t you see that this isn’t healthy for our relationship?” I asked.

“Oh my god, you are being such a motherfucking drama queen. I can’t talk to you when you’re like this” and with that he walked off. My mouth was hanging over as I watched him walk away into the kitchen.

I walked into the bedroom and grabbed my pajamas. I walked into the bathroom and ran the shower. I got in and let the hot water run over my body trying to wash away my negativity and the jealousy I was feeling. I didn’t want to fight with him but he was being such a fucking asshole, I couldn’t help but me really mad him. I was in there for a good 20 minutes and then decided I wanted to go to sleep. It had been a long day and I was tired. I got into my pajamas and brushed my teeth. I walked into the bedroom to put my phone on charge and Reece ran into the bathroom. I heard the shower running and figured he would be a while so I got into bed. I turned off the light and was close to sleep when I was blinded by the light from the bathroom. I closed my eyes again and waited for sleep to come when suddenly there was a draft up my back. The fuckwit had pulled up the blanket to get in the bed. Oh hell no you fucker. He got in and I kicked him out. Literally, I gave him a massive shove with my foot and he ended up rolling onto the floor and hitting it with a thud. I giggled for a second because he yelled “OUCH!” at the top of his lungs. Fuck that was good.