How Did You Get To My Life (Kellin Quinn)

(IV) Talking is for Losers

Kailyn's POV

I knew what he had wanted to talk about but I really didn't want to. He was going to mention the kiss and everything that was between us. Shit this day has not been going as I planned. While I was still drinking I thought why the fuck did this have to happen. We were all having a grand'ol time now we have to "talk".

I put my drink down and started "Kellin I...." He stopped me. "No let me speak first" he said.

Kellin's POV

I just looked at her eyes, I could tell she was curious on what I was going to say. I scratched the back of my neck , looked her in the eyes and said "I'm sorry Kailyn"

She looked at me confused and said "for what?" I kept looking into those damn Beautiful eyes "For kissing you" I said. She was silent for a second then said "it's okay "

I said "no its not I shouldn't have done that" She looked at me with.. Hurt? I don't even know what she was feeling anymore. She sadly said "don't worry about it" I nodded and sat in a chair.

I was slightly dissapointed. For what?. Because I wanted her to say "you shouldn't be sorry, infact I should've kissed you back?" But I knew that was never going to happen .

I pulled out my phone and started texting peaople...well the only other person I knew Logan.

Me:HI

Logan:Hey, dude where the fuck are you?

Me:Oh umm I'm at the hospital

?

Logan: why?

Me: Oh umm i found kailyn passed out on the sidewalk so i brought her here

Logan:you helped her lol

Me:its not fucking funny she couldve died

Logan would that be a bad thing, shes always walking in on me and sam doin it, lol let her die

I got Fucking pissed I threw my phone across the room in sheer anger it hit the table and fell to the ground. I looked up at Kailyn and she looked suprised I mean who wouldn't be. I walked out not telling her what happened.

Kailyn's POV

When he sat down he got on his phone I just wanted to rest. 5 minutes later he chucks his phone across the room like what the actual fuck. Then he leaves.

I don't know what happened. But I did know I wanted to tell him how I actually feel. I wish I could've told him that I had wanted that kiss and wanted to kiss him back. That I actually like him. Wow I actually liked someone after what happened with Justin. I wish he would come back so I could tell him how I feel.

I was afraid of what he would say infact he did tell me he shouldn't have done that I don't know Im so confused.

I looked at the phone and saw it wasnt broken but I did see a text message reading "let her die lol"

I dont know who it was about or who it was from but I kew it obviously had to do with Kellin, and it kind of scared me.

Kellin's POV

Why the fucking hell would Logan say something like that. Just because she walked in an apartment and actually one she lived in and caught them "fucking" ughh it gt me mad because I started thinking on what it would be like without her. I would go to depression or something like that she is the person in my life I care about..I couldn't lose her In fact Im going back in there.

So I walked back to the room.

When I walked in I could see her expression that said "what the fuck happend?" I went up and picked up my phone. There were a couple of scratches no big deal I put it in my pocket and looked at Kailyn. She just stared at me and said " who were you texting "