How Did You Get To My Life (Kellin Quinn)

(XXX) Why should I trust you

Kellin's POV

I was sound asleep having the best dream ever.
Me and Kailyn were at the prom and We had the best time of our lives we were about to kiss when...
~Ding dong

The fuck its like 4am.

Emily's POV

While I waited in the backyard I thought what the fuck am I doing? Why should I trust Derek? All he and his friends ever did was break me. I didn't have anymore time to think because I saw him open the fence gate. Shit what am I getting into.

"Hey you ready to go?"

"What are we actually doing."

"living."

He grabbed my hand and we sprinted to his car. I got in the passenger and the whole time I was thinking the fuck is wrong with you, you can't trust him.

As if on Que. he said "don't worry."

"Why should I trust you?"
He smiled "Because you have to start somewhere." I calmed my breathing. Maybe he is just trying to be your friend. Or maybe he just wants to crush you down more than you already are. But you gotta live a little right?

My head was starting to hurt from all the different scenarios and I was over thinking. Maybe I could use my headache as an excuse to go back home.

Before I could say so he said "We have arrived." I know I had a scared look on my face when I exited the car. We were at some kind of house party. He came around and put his arm around my waist pulling me close. "Don't worry you'll be fine as long as you're with me ok?"

I nodded my head biting my lip. why should I trust him? was the question that kept repeating in my head. Finally I came up with an answer 'because now you have no other choice.' I swallowed my fears and stepped inside with him.

People, people everywhere. They all stared at us when we entered. I felt like I could puke but that would just make things worse than they are. But as quick as they all looked at me they looked away going back to partying.

I wave of relief and relaxation came over me. Maybe this isn't that bad. we kept walking deeper into the huge house. I instantly smelled beer. Oh snap my mom's going to kill me. What am I saying she does that everyday this won't make a difference.

I'm guessing Derek saw his friends because they did a handshake thingy. I was just standing there awkwardly at his side until he introduced me. "This my friends, is Ashley."

They all waved and introduced themselves. I however didn't pay attention because I'm sure as hell not doing this again. We walked into the kitchen.

"You want something to drink?" I knew he was asking if I wanted any alcohol. I wasn't sure.

Part of me wanted me to let loose and have fun to defy my mom for once on purpose. The other part of me wanted to run out of there an go crying to mom about my problems. But she would punish me just for that. At this point I am basically trying to convince myself to do it. So why not?

"Sure, why the fuck not" I smiled. He smiled back and handed me a plastic cup. I don't know what was in it but I knew it was something that I shouldn't be doing and that's what gave me the push to drink it. Finally I will be punished for something I actually did.

I chugged it down. It tasted not too bad. I guess I liked it more than I thought because before I knew it, it was gone. I looked at Derek's face which was a mixture of happiness and shock. "Damn girl want another one?"

This time I didn't even think about it. I had way to many to keep count after that "Fuck yea lets get this party started."

He handed me another one and we finished at the same time. "wanna dance?" he asked shyly. "Yea let's go" I said pulling him to the area where it shall occur.