How Did You Get To My Life (Kellin Quinn)

(XVI) A song for you

Kailyn's POV

I can't believe a collage came and talked to me about a scholor-ship.

They told me I can graduate early from high school then immediately go to their collage.

I would have to leave all my friends behind though and Kellin... His birthday is tomorrow so I can't tell him then. He needs to be happy on his birthday.

Besides me and Sam still have some planning to do I have no fucking clue what to get him.

I will talk to Sam later. Speaking of Sam where is she?

I got out my phone and texted her.

Me: hey where you at?

Sam: oh I am staying after school with

Alyssa we are working on a project

Me: oh ok be back we have to Plan!

Sam: okai bai

Me: bai

Dang, I have nothing to do I looked at my phone... Candy Crush is right there. No I can't I will get addicted.

I was about to open the app when I heard the doorbell ring.

Thank goodness. I got up and opened the door. Kellin... Not really a surprise but still. He smiled and sat down on the couch.

He had a huge grin on his face. He pulled a cupcake from behind him.

I laughed and said thank you. I split off part of the bottom and put it on top to make a cupcake sandwich.

I ate it in one huge bite. Kellin laughed and said "I love the way you eat it's so classy" I laughed and said "why thank you."

We were sitting cuddling when I saw Kellin's eyes go huge. I looked to where he was staring.

My exposed wrists. I remember when I cut them it was not too long ago. They were clear as day. The slashes.

I could see him trying to speak. "Don't Kellin" I said trying not to let the tear free.

"Why?" He asked. I shook my head and said "It was awhile ago when it was with all the Rosa shit"

He started to tear up "So I am the one who made you do this..."

"No, no it's not your fault" he shook his head and said "I am sorry" I looked away and said "Kellin it's fine"

He turned to me tears brimming his eyes and said " no, I broke my promise I cut again but now I wont if you won't please!"

"Kellin what did you need to cut for that you broke your promise?"

Kellin's POV

I knew this question was going to come up so I sighed and looked deep into her eyes.

I told her everything Jessie, Emily, My dad, My mom, and why Rosa was with me.

When I was finished she pulled me into a tight hug. We sat like that for what seems like forever.

I parted and said 'did I see a guitar in your room before?"

She nodded her head. I got up and went to her room.

It was sitting there in a stand the beautiful guitar. I picked it up and it felt so right in my hands.

I walked back to the room. She was sitting there her hazel eyes filled with wonder and question. I sat on the chair across from her and started.

~ acoustic instrumental~

What do I see when I look at you.

I see so much more than just whats on