How Did You Get To My Life (Kellin Quinn)

(XXXIII) Where's the good?

Kellin's POV

Once she was out of my grasp I couldn't stop thinking. My head was so full I barely remebered that I had been shot also. The paramedic helped me into an ambulance as well. I still only thought of Kailyn hoping she would be alright. If she wasn't going to be alright I wasn't either.

Flashbacks of her being happy and silly kept coarsing through my mind. I saw her smiling at me then I blacked out.

Kailyn's POV

As I was carried down the hallway in Kellin's arms I couldn't help but feel utterly helpless. We entered the room and I scanned it with my tired eyes. 'Where's Lily?" I mumbled.

Lily's voice rang out. "Kailyn baby please stay awake. I'll fight if you fight."

I tried so hard. I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore. I glanced up one last time at Kellin. I noticed he had been shot also. I squeezed his hand, his eyes flickered over to me and I smiled before darkness consumed my vision and I was out.

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I woke up in a pale white room. I looked around. No one. Everything hit me.

I tried to basically kill myself.
Kellin was shot.
Lily was shot.
Emily probably is having an axiety attack because of what happened earlier in her life.
Olidia maybe lost the only family she had. The only family I had left.

It was basically all my fault. If I told someone anyone. The police, Kellin, even my roommates we could have all been prepared. But no. I thought I could just go prancing around like nothing happened. That I could just go on living happily ever after with my friends and Kellin. I need to face reality.

I looked down at my arms bandaged with white cloth, my hands as well were pretty cut up but they didn't bandage those. I traced the cuts. These weren't intentional I just was holding the metal, nothing that should've done this much damage.

A couple if minutes later a nurse came in. "Oh good your awake." She said smiling.

"Where's Lily and Kellin?" I asked my voice cold and bitter.

"Kellin is in the next room over he's doing fine. Lily however she... she is having difficulties."

My mind zeroed in and only focused on Lily. I slowly removed my blankets from my lap and swung my legs over the side of the bed.

"Ma'm you have to stay in bed you've lost a lot of blood and you have to stay resting"

I basically blocked out everything she said. I ripped the cord from my arm. It made me wince in pain. She ran over to me and tried to push me back on the bed. I dodged her and ran to Lily's room.

I ran the hallway spotting Olidia outside of Lily's room.

"Kailyn, Oh my god what are you doing?!" Olidia questioned.

"Seeing my sister" I said as I burst through the door.

When I got in there it was quiet and peaceful. I saw her pale figure laying in the bed.

I went to her bedside and started crying hard.
I felt a hand brush my hair to the side.

"Lily?" I asked my voice cracking.

"Kailyn what are you doing?"

"Coming to see you" I replied trying to stifle a small laugh.

"Why is your arm bleeding?"

"Oh I sort of ripped out the cord thingy because they wouldn't let me leave my bed."

"Oh I see, why are there bandages around your arm?"