How Did You Get To My Life (Kellin Quinn)

(V) Forgive and Forget

Kailyn's POV ~Kailyn's Dream~ *flashback Me and Justin were at a party at Angelas house. I was partying hard this was back when I was a junior. Me Alyssa , Joey, Sam, Kayla, and Angela were at my house.

Justin pulled me to the side And said I am leaving with a friend of mine. I was shocked we had been going out for 2 years now. And he was going to leave me.

He promised me that he would text and call me everyday. When Alyssa had to leave I walked her to the front to say goodbye. I came back inside and saw Angela making out with Jusin on the couch.

I ran outside crying my eyes out. I knew he was going to leave me but I didn't think he would cheat. I just sat there on Angela's doorstep.

She came out and asked why I was crying I snapped "WHY THE FUCK DO YOU THIK I'M CRYING I JUST SAW YOU MAKING OUT WITH MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND WHO IS LEAVING IN 2 DAYS SO THATS WHY THE FUCK I AM CRYING YOU FUCKING BITCH." she replied saying "DON'T CALL ME A BITCH HE OBVIOUSLY DOESNT WANT YOU ANYMORE."

Justin came out and said "please Kailyn it was a big mistake...Going out with you." I was shocked and upset I cursed him out "why the fuck did you go out with me for 2 fucking years so you could fucking take my heart and rip it in half you fucking asshole." He said "no because I knew I was leaving and then I met you..I had to have you." I balled my fists.

He backed up into the street and said "no I love you soo much but we can't be together I'm leaving with my band and It's going to be hard but I love..." Then he got hit by a car.

~end of dream and flashback~

Kailyn's POV

I woke up screaming. I can't belive it. It was all my fault he was dead now. If I would've left with Alyssa or just left the party earlier he wouldn't be dead. But he is and its all my fault. I turned over and saw Kellin standing at the side of the bed. I looked into his eyes he looked scared and worried. He asked me what was wrong I couldn't bring myself to tell him I haven't thought about it in a long time. I haven't talked to Angela. She moved to California with the girl Justin was supposed to be leaving with for his band.

I also haven't talked to Any one about what actually happened everyone else was inside or had left the only ones who knew the real truth were me and Angela. They all thought he randomly ran into traffic but I was the one who made him back away it was all my fault. He still looked at me. But he broke through and came and hugged me.

I held back my tears. He told me he had gotten ready already. I nodded. He said that he would drive me to my apartment to get ready. I nodded and folowed him to the car. We got in and he started playing music right away.I was happy because I did not want to discuss anything. We got to my apartment. I got out and he followed me. I looked at him suspiciously. He said "what I can't come up with you I promise I won't break anything" I laughed at the joke and waved for him to come. When I got upstairs I was releived to find that Logan and Sam were nowhere insight.

Besides he said "Im not gonna let you walk to school after what happened." I smiled and said "I wasnt paying attention at the moment and was in deep thought" He said "oh yea then what were you thinking about" challengingly I stopped and remebered I was actually thinking about him when I fell. I blushed and said "I don't remember" I got in the shower. Got dressed. Skipped makeup. And grabbed an apple. Kellin looked at me and said "ready to go?" I answered with a nod We went back to his car and drove off to school.

When we got there all of my friends were in a circle. I walked up to them and hugged them all, well most of them. SAM, KAYLA, ALYSSA, CHRIS, and even Joey but not Logan I couldn't bring myself to do that. Anyway they all said hi and caught me up on what we did the past day. It was nothing special just the basics. The bell rang and me and Kellin walked to class together saying nothing.

Kellin's POV

It was very awkward. I don't know what she considers me as a friend?, a boyfriend? a person she just knows from class? or a random guy who saved my life twice ? I do not know what she thinks of me as. But I'm sure I'm not a stranger. The bell for class finally rang and we were already in the class. So Mrs.Bitch couldn't yell at me for being late. "Alright class it is time for the voice test" the teacher said.

Everyone groaned exept me I loved singing. But of coarse Bitch had to say something about it. Kellin why dont you start by singing us a chorus of a song. Fuck she wouldn't give it up. She hated me ever since I walked in that door. She tapped her foot cleared her throat and said annoyed " soo umm what are you going to sing for us Kellin?" Oh god I hated her.

I cleared my own throat and said sarcasticly "I don't know this was so last minute I don't have anything ready" She said "any day now" I should've said "I will be singing SUCK MY DICK" but I didn't because I didn't want to leave Kailyn after what happened last night. So I simply said "I will be singing"Heart Attack" because I like the melody and it was the first song that popped in my head. She looked at me and scoffed with attitude and sarcasticly said "good luck".

This Bitch over here. I thought she doesn't know what I'm capable of. Anyway I started singing and my high voice came out just how I wanted it to. She looked at me in dibeleif. I smirked at her and finished off the chorus. The whole class was clapping. Yup that Bitch just got put in her place. I thought to myself. I noticed Kailyn was trying to tell Kayla something by trying to lip read each others lips.But the teacher saw and said "Kailyn why dont you go next?"

Kailyn's POV

Fuck, I did not need this right now. I told her I would be singing the chorus of Safe and Sound. It was going fine completely smooth. Until my voice cracked. I don't know what happened usually I could hit that note in my sleep it was a note anyone could hit. Everyone started laughing even the teacher she really was a Bitch. I ran out into the hallway. I can't believe that just happened. Right in front of Kellin too. Damn it I'm such a Fuck Up. I couldn't hold my feelings anymore. It's a good thing I didn't wear make-up.

Kellin's POV

Right when she started singing I could tell she was super nervous. When she hit the chorus it was so beautiful. Then her voice cracked. After she ran out I ran after her well walked because when I started to run the teacher stopped me and said "where do you think your going Kellin ?" I said "to find my friend" and walked out When I got out she was on the ground crying. I immediately sat down next to her and said "it will be okay." After I saw her facial expression I could tell that was not the right thing to say to her.

Kailyn's POV

When he said that it would be okay that set me off.

I poised myself as much as I could and let all my feelings lose "No Kellin I wont Fucking Be Alright Logan wants me to die, I got molested last night, My wrist is fucking jacked up, I suck at singing, your the only one who seems to care about me, I have no Fucking clue wher I came from and It's all my fault someone is fucking dead!" I yelled.

I gasped and started to cry even harder. He took my chin, wiped away my tears and stared into my eyes then he kissed me. His arms embracing me all the while. His lips were comforting and soft. He pulled away and I kissed him back with as much passion as I could ever put in a kiss.