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I' got a heart

And I got a soul

Believe me I, use them both

I remember meeting you, you seemed so nervous, but once you knew me better, we really clicked. I remember myself being quite nervous, going to meet you, as I'm quite shy meeting new people, but when I learnt more about you, I felt like we would instantly click.

We made a start, being a false one I know

Baby, I don't want to feel alone

I remember sharing a room at Vidcon. You were quite nervous as we had only had known each other for a short time, but I think that it made us much closer. I remember planning to move into an apartment together, you were so excited, as was I.

So kiss me where I lay down, my hands pressed through your cheeks

A long way from the playground

I have loved you since we were 18

When we officially moved in, you were already inviting people over to come see our new home. I remember when we made our first video there, the comments were blowing up with 'Jaspar!'. It really made me amused.

Long before we both thought the same things

To be loved and to be in love

And all I can do is say that these arms are made for holding you

And I wanna love like you made me feel

When we were 18

Every day you would make me smile, either being stupid or just doing it on purpose. That's when my feelings changed towards you. I felt like I didn't want to be in the friendship zone with you, I wanted to be in the relationship zone with you.

We took a chance, God knows we tried

Yet all along I knew we'd be fine

So pull me a drink, (oh no) less with the night wide open

And we'll see everything we can, living love in slow-motion, motion, motion

Every night you would go out with your friends, making me be alone at night, as you came back at 2am in the morning. It did really get on my nerves after a while, 1. You never invited me, and number 2 I would rarely see you.

So kiss me where I lay down, my hands pressed through your cheeks

A long way from the playground

I have loved you since we were 18

I told you the next day, thinking you would just hate me, but instead you apologised and after that, you never went out. We spent a lot more time together, and that when I had realised I did truthfully love you.

Long before we both thought the same things

To be loved and to be in love

And all I can do is say that these arms are made for holding you

And I wanna love like you made me feel

When we were 18

I built up the courage and told you. You seemed as happy as I was. We then went on multiple dates, and that's where I proposed, exactly on our 22nd date. You were delighted and nodded immediately. I knew i had made the right choice.

When we were 18

When we were 18

So kiss me where I lay down, my hands pressed through your cheeks

A long way from the playground

I have loved you since we were 18

Long before we both thought the same thing

We officially got married, and I've got to say, it was the best day of my life. My family, your family, our friends all came along, I couldn't have asked for a better wedding. Later on, we adopted a 5 year old girl who we raised together. She grew up to be a very pretty girl, brown wavy hair with blondish tips, she wasn't the girly type of girl, so she always wore jeans and jumpers.

To be loved and to be in love

And all I can do is say that these arms are made for holding you

And I wanna love like you make me feel

When we were 18

And I wanna love like you make me feel

When we were 18

She then moved out and went to live her own life, we were so happy for her. She got married and had a girl and a boy. I remember us being very glad parents. They all grew up to be beautiful people.

And I wanna love like you make me feel

When we were 18

Name: Caspar Richard Lee
Born: April 24th 1994
Died: August 12th 2044

I miss you Caspar, I really do.

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Im sorry if you don't like these kind of one shots, but I love to write them, so yeah.. Anyway,

See ya!!

-HKH

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