Jaspar One Shots [FINISHED]

~ I Hate You ~

Hello? It's me, I was wondering after all these
Years we could go over, everything

They say the times supposed to heal ya
But I ain't don't much healing

Hello, can you hear me?
I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be

You know, I remember our days, the days where we would watch funny videos and cry of laughter watching them. I remember are stupid prank war, which defiantly got out of hand.

When we were younger, and free
I forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet

Their such our dear friends, between us
And a million miles

Hello from the other side
I must of called a thousand times

I remember the stupid things we did, like trying to make a cake, trying to cook a good meal, and trying to prank each other, but failing. Do you remember those times?

To tell you I'm sorry
For everything that I've done

But when I called you never
Seem to be home

Hello from the outside
At least I can say I tried

I remember our little movie nights, we would eat trucks load of popcorn, and drink tones of Coke, but eventually drinking beer, which got us very drunk.

To tell you I'm sorry
For breaking your heart

But it don't matter clearly it
Doesn't tear you apart, anymore

Hello, how are you?
It's so typical of me to talk about myself, I'm sorry

I remember you telling me those heartbreaking news, Zoe was dying. I remember how your were literally rushing the train to go fast, it was quite funny but it wasn't the time to laugh. I remember us reaching the hospital, you rushed to Zoe's room to see her lying down, sleeping.

I hope, that you will, Did you ever make it out that town
When nothing ever happened?

It's no secret, that the both of us
Are running out of time

So, Hello from the other side
I must of called a thousand times

You didn't leave the seat next to her bed for a solid 3 days, me and Alfie got really worried about you, so we got you some food and drinks, but all you said was 'I'm not hungry' then you would continue to stare at Zoe. I really did feel sorry for you, I know Alfie did too.

To tell you I'm sorry
For everything that I've done

But when I called you never
Seem to be home

Hello from the outside
At least I can say I tried

I remember the doctor coming in, telling us the news no one wanted to know. You broke up in tears as did me and Alfie. I had to take you home but you wouldn't budge, I had to carry you to the train. We arrived at the house and you went directly downstairs.

To tell you I'm sorry
For breaking your heart

But it don't matter clearly it
'Cause it doesn't tear you apart, anymore

Ooooh Anymore
Ooooh Anymore
Ooooh Anymore
Anymore

Hello from the other side
I must of called a thousand times

The next morning you weren't in you bedroom, you weren't in the apartment. I searched everywhere until I found your TV, there was a camera pointing at your back, then you disappeared. I knew exactly what you did.

To tell you I'm sorry
For everything that I've done

But when I called you never
Seem to be home

Hello from the outside
At least I can say I tried

You killed yourself so you could be with Zoe. You left me, you left your family just for your sister. I still think of it every day, did you even like me? If you did why did you leave without warning?

To tell you I'm sorry
For breaking your heart

But it don't matter clearly it
'Cause it doesn't tear you apart, anymore

You know what? I hate you, Joe Sugg, I always did.

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IM SO EVIL!!! <:)