Jaspar One Shots [FINISHED]

~ I've Always Loved You ~

Dear Caspar,

Your the one I wanna talk about (talk about)

Had a few but you knock 'em out (knock 'em out)

Might just let you meet my momma now (momma now)

Might just let you lock it lock it down

It's been a year since you left... I miss you, I really do.

Cause I'll be loving how you are with me (are with me)

Ain't no fussing ain't no arguing (arguing)

Every plane needs their pilot (pilot)

Tell me baby who your flying with

I think about you every day. I wonder what your doing all the way in South Africa. I hope you are enjoying yourself.

Like ooh ahh

Wanna wanna be around you

Got me breaking breaking all of my rules oh

Its not the little things you do

That got me like ooh ooh

The fans still have no idea where you've gone. They keep begging for Jaspar videos, but I always so 'no not today'. They think we've had a fight or something..

When I wake up, your the first thing that comes to mind

Wanna see you like all the time

Yeah, we'll be lovin' so hard

Sometimes I do wonder, why did you leave? You just told me your were moving back home and then went. You just never told me why you left. Was it because of me? Someone else?

When I wake up, your the first thing that comes to mind

Wanna see you like all the time

Yeah, we be lovin' so hard

We be lovin' we be lovin' so hard

I very rarely record a video. I don't vlog anymore, I don't play games anymore, it just shows that your taking over my head. I don't know what it is, but your all that I think about.

We be lovin' we be lovin' so hard

Ain't nobody love him like I love him

Ain't nobody steal him, damn we be lovin' hard

My family, friends, especially Zoe, text me all the time asking if I'm okay. I reply with a 'I'm fine :)' which is 100% wrong, but I really do not want to worry anyone.

We be lovin' we be lovin' so hard

We be lovin' we be lovin' so hard

I miss him when I'm holding him

Miss him when I'm kissing him, damn we be lovin' hard

Sometimes I feel like you didn't even like me. You didn't say goodbye to me when you left, you didn't say goodbye to anyone when you left..

Trying to find find the right words to say (words to say)

To describe what you mean to me (mean to me)

Side by side like a yin and yang (yin and yang)

Like a stair up to my little Wayne

Every night I get pictures if you in my head. Your smiling, your happy that's what's I was like 7 months ago. But now your gone, I barely smile anymore.

And it be hard it be hard at times (hard at times)

But in the dark boy, you are my light (are my light)

The boom boom to my dynamite (dynamite)

Baby, you you my ride or die

I feel like, I really miss you. I want to be able to hug you and say how much I- I

Like ooh ahh

Wanna wanna be around you got

Me breaking breaking all of all of my rules

It's no the little things you do

That got me like ooh ooh

I- love you. I want to be able to kiss you and call you mine.

When I wake up, your the first thing that comes to mind

Wanna see you like all the time, yeah we be lovin' so hard

When I wake up, your the first thing that comes to mind

Wanna see you like all the time, yeah we be lovin' so hard

We be lovin' we be lovin' so hard

We be lovin' we be lovin' so hard

Ain't nobody love him like I love him

Ain't nobody steal him, damn we be lovin' hard

We be lovin' we be lovin' so hard

We be lovin' we be lovin' so hard

I miss him when I'm holding him

Miss him when I'm kissing him, damn we be lovin' hard

We be lovin' we be lovin' so hard

We be lovin' we be lovin' so hard

Ain't nobody love him like I love him

Ain't nobody steal him, damn we be lovin' hard

We be lovin' we be lovin' so hard

We be lovin' we be lovin' so hard

I miss him when I'm holding him

Miss him when I'm kissing him, damn we be lovin' hard

Please, come back..

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I'm actually crying, anyway hope u enjoyed. I love writing these kind of one shots <3

-HKH