Chapter 18.

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Lauren's P.O.V

I called after Matt as he ran outside but he wouldn't listen. I ran downstairs and saw what he had bought me. 

"I'm so fucking stupid." I mumbled to myself. 

I needed someone to talk to but I couldn't, Em and I aren't friends, I don't know Nash that much,  Mom is at a business trip , and Cameron.. Cameron's in a coma.

Why does this always have to happen to me? Why can't I just stick with one boy? I love Cameron but I also love Matt. This is so hard. I don't know what to do. 

I went over to Cameron's place to ask for Nash. 

"Hey Lauren! It's been so long!" Cameron's mom said trying not to break down. 

" Hey.. is.. Is Nash here?" I asked. 

" Yeah, he's in Cam's room." She said giving me sign I could come in. 

I walked upstairs and there was he, Nash was laying on Cameron's bed. 

"Hey." I said 

" Fuck you scared me." 

He had obviously been crying. 

" Are you alright?" I asked. 

" No i'm not alright, my best friend is in a coma. What if he doesn't wake up again Lauren? What if we'll never see our Cameron again? Nothing.. NOTHING will be the same." Nash said and tears streamed down his face. 

"I'm not going to say everything's going to be alright, I don't know if things are going to be alright. But I hope. I hope so badly he'll be alright. I love him so much and I couldn't live with it if he died." I said and now I had began crying too. 

"You love him?" Nash said. 

" Yes. I love him so so much!" I said 

" But you're with Matt." 

" Matt hates me right now, I told  him I love Cameron and he left. The real problem with me is, I love Cameron but I ALSO love Matthew. I just.. I don't know what to do." I said and frowned. 

Nash stood up and hugged me. 

" I know this feeling, I promise you I do. I ended up with none of the girls I liked." Nash said "Uh, Can I tell you a secret?" 

" Yeah of course you can." I said and we sat down on the bed. 

" I don't know if I like girls... I think... I think I might be gay." Nash said and frowned. 

" That's great! And if someone tells you you're not great, hit them in the face with a chair. You were born this way and there's nothing you can do about it." I said and kissed his cheek.

"Thanks Lauren. This means a lot to me... I know we don't know each other that much but... Will you stay with me tonight?" 

" Of course I will but first I want to go see Cameron." I said and Nash nodded. 

-At the hospital-

" Hey cam, It's Lauren" I said

" And Nash."  Nash said. 

"Please stay with us Cam. We miss you a lot." I said and I started crying, So did Nash. 

"Bro, I miss you I wish I hadn't let you go out that night. It's all my fault." 

We hugged each other and we cried. 

I miss him so much. 

THANKS FOR READING I HOPE YOU LIKED IT! 

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